~Hexjan's Garden~

Written at Thursday, July 21, 2005 | back to top

i'm fine.. i'm happy.. i'm alrite.. truly.. serious..

dats a deceit..

i used to think mayb it'll b really thrillin to have bad things happenin to me once in a while so my life will b full of adventures and nv a day of black n white.. but mayb.. dats not wad i wan afterall.. mayb it's not dat thrillin afterall.. mayb it's not a tiny bit adventurous afterall.. mayb.. it's jus gonna b dreadful..

i dun wan it to happen.. but it's threatenin to unleash its power on me.. i cant run away from it.. i cant escape.. it may not happen now.. but it will.. a few more yrs down the road.. my life now will b wiped out.. grab frm me, into the hands of fate.. i nv believe in fate.. but i nv lose faith.. how ironic..

i used to think it'll nv happen to me.. i watch the world ard me succumb to it.. n i nv once lose faith.. i wun now either.. faith is the one dat keeps me goin on..

den again.. mayb not.. it's jus my brain.. my endless detailed plannin for world domination as wad zy said..

jus my endless faith in my own ability.. dats the one dat keeps me survivin..

Written at Thursday, July 21, 2005 | back to top