think ppl r beginnin to feel wad i'm feelin.. jus dat they're showin it while i'm not.. i try to enjoy myself n stuff.. but somehow at the end of the day.. it jus felt so wrong n empty.. like i've only been enjoyin myself on the surface, not within me.. dats so diff.. apparently hex is feelin dat way too.. esther told us mayb we compare all the ppl ard us to hex.. and everyone jus dont match up to hex's standards..i'm beginnin to think dat mayb everyone else is puttin up a false front.. they dun show their true self.. so somehow u feel dat there's a barrier between u n them.. so u put up a front as well.. so everyone's keepin a distance from each other.. wad is this?!
i find it quite difficult to work with some ppl.. they're either hardly serious, suffers frm A.P or too caught up on wad they wan rather den wad shld b done.. i'm not sayin be totally serious n have no life.. but i like to get real dead serious with jus a lil jokes here n there durin serious work.. dats the only way u can get thru the whole project with fantastic results while enjoyin urself on the journey.. focus is impt..
i feel so empty now.. it's like i dunno wad i go to sch for other den to get those stupid results dats required in my future.. den i somehow feel dat ppl who r impt to me r movin further n further away.. i really miss him..
we hardly see each other anymore.. even talkin seems to get less n less.. it's not anyone's fault i noe.. i dun feel like i accomplished much at the end of each day.. i feel dead..
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