wow.. the papers r over.. the holidays r here.. rite.. i'm sup to b happy rite? but i feel so damn sian..

let this b one of those entry where i dun give a damn who reads my blog.. i jus wanna write all i wan.. i wanna express my deepest feelings.. ok.. ... this is nonsense.. hahaha..

hmm.. my sis said my expectations too high.. well.. ya.. mayb a bit.. ok.. i confess.. it's quite high.. but i expect high expectations of myself so i guess i will naturally do the same with others? it's natural isnt it?
den again.. i think it's jus me.. i will nv fall for someone lousier den me.. u wan examples? ok i give u.. i will nv fall for a guy who is less intelligent den me which i dun think is hard to achieve.. there's millions of such ppl ard.. definitely not the wallow in self-pity kind.. and of cuz the uncivilised kind.. act jus the typical things ah.. very high meh?
the major prob here i figure.. is dat i dun seem to fall for guys better den me either.. cuz i cant take it lyin down.. WAD?! he's better den me in "sth".. i better work harder n beat him at dat.. ya.. my competitive nature.. hai..
oh no.. i suspect i might nv get married.. but i already warned my mum dat.. dats y she'll nv ever think i'm attached or have any interest in relationships now.. *evil laugh* reverse psychology.. i always tell her i dun have time for such things rite now.. boys r dumb.. i love my freedom to much.. yada yada.. this is the smart me.. but i think even if i tell her i have a bf.. she'll jus go "aiyo.. study la.. dun spend time on this kinda nonsense.." dats bout all she'll say..
oh.. i digressed.. back to my expectations.. my sis always tells me dat if i go on this way i'll nv find my mr. right.. cuz there's no such perfect guy in the world.. no wonder i always find some faults in my sis's bfs.. her expectations r jus too low.. i need to psycho her.. *i think her bfs hate me*
i think i find faults in every guy i noe.. i dunno why.. i destined to b alone.. hahaha.. shit.. i think i crap too much in this entry.. i think 1/2 of the things i've written dun make sense..

*unedited version* [damn.. the italics button cant click.. sickenin]
[even the colours?! wth..]

wow.. the papers r over.. the holidays r here.. rite.. i'm sup to b happy rite? but i feel so damn sian..

let this b one of those entry where i dun give a damn who reads my blog.. i jus wanna write all i wan.. i wanna express my deepest feelings.. ok.. ... this is nonsense.. hahaha..

hmm.. my sis said my expectations too high.. well.. ya.. mayb a bit.. ok.. i confess.. it's quite high.. but i expect high expectations of myself so i guess i will naturally do the same with others? it's natural isnt it?
den again.. i think it's jus me.. i will nv fall for someone lousier den me.. u wan examples? ok i give u.. i will nv fall for a guy who is less intelligent den me which i dun think is hard to achieve.. there's millions of such ppl ard.. definitely not the wallow in self-pity kind.. and of cuz the uncivilised kind.. act jus the typical things ah.. very high meh?
the major prob here i figure.. is dat i dun seem to fall for guys better den me either.. cuz i cant take it lyin down.. WAD?! he's better den me in "sth".. i better work harder n beat him at dat.. ya.. my competitive nature.. hai..
oh no.. i suspect i might nv get married.. but i already warned my mum dat.. dats y she'll nv ever think i'm attached or have any interest in relationships now.. *evil laugh* reverse psychology.. i always tell her i dun have time for such things rite now.. boys r dumb.. i love my freedom to much.. yada yada.. this is the smart me.. but i think even if i tell her i have a bf.. she'll jus go "aiyo.. study la.. dun spend time on this kinda nonsense.." dats bout all she'll say..
oh.. i digressed.. back to my expectations.. my sis always tells me dat if i go on this way i'll nv find my mr. right.. cuz there's no such perfect guy in the world.. no wonder i always find some faults in my sis's bfs.. her expectations r jus too low.. i need to psycho her.. *i think her bfs hate me*
i think i find faults in every guy i noe.. i dunno why.. i destined to b alone.. hahaha.. shit.. i think i crap too much in this entry.. i think 1/2 of the things i've written dun make sense..

*unedited version* [damn.. the italics button cant click.. sickenin]
[even the colours?! wth..]