life's seriously gettin exciting.. erm.. but another bug jus appeared anyway.. i thot one was enough for me to deal with.. lizards and all.. dun laugh crystal.. i bet u jus burst out laughin.. no.. i am not hh.. i dun wanna b him..
so excitin!! goin for dinner tmr.. ya ya.. stop laughin.. dat one is not a bug defnitely.. or mayb until now i dun think so.. things might change for all i noe..
change of latest situation.. sth jus happen again.. damn it!!!!!!! y must it happen now when i'm prepared to get over with it!!!!!!?????? argh.. when i'm prepared to give it up once n for all.. no.. i must stand firm with my decision.. i can do it.. i must not give in.. i cannot b softhearted.. dats it..