Janice

2010-07-20T15:21:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I really wonder whether that piece of paper you worked so hard for, is worthed it. Many people out there with good qualifications end up with some 9-5 job and earned a so-so salary for the rest of their lives. Then they are some people who are just diploma graduates but managed to be really successful in their careers. After working for some time, I somehow concluded this:

With a good qualification, it increases the chance of you getting a decent job and earning a decent salary. However, it doesn't ensure that the holder will climb the corporate ladder and earn big bucks. So a degree holder may just be stuck as an executive in his company, earning the same pay for the rest of his life.

To make it big in the corporate world, personality, showmanship and intelligence are the key factors. Be able to charm your clients with your showmanship, impress your bosses with your personality and beat down the rest of your competitors with your intelligence.

So people who are only booksmart, it's easier for them to find a decent job. For people who are streetwise, it's easier for them to charm their clients and bosses. For people who have both, they have a chance to be at the top.

Hence, I'm sure that most individuals possess at least one of the traits to make it in life. If you don't, it's time you seriously do something.

2010-07-07T10:13:00.001+08:00

I thought it was the right thing to do, engaging in common activities. I tried different ones, hoping that at least one of it will interest me but to no avail. Out of desperateness, I decided to choose the one that I enjoy the most; however, it was obviously not enough.

Keeping silent, hoping that as time goes by, it’ll interest me more. I was waiting for school to start so that I’ll have the time to focus on them and move them to my place. Constant interaction, I thought, should breed fondness.

Things seldom ever went as plan with me, as proven time and time again. Maybe it’s another coincidence or maybe I just seriously sucked at it.

I know it may not seem like I did much, I agree, I could have done more. But without the passion, it was tough. Telling myself that I need to be involved, making decisions all the time, all these were taking a toll on me. It was obviously my fault, I started it, thinking that it’ll all work out, but it didn’t. So I held back, waiting for the day when my work finally ends and I have more time to join in the activity. But like I said, things just don’t go as planned.

All I had hoped for was to bond and to please. Saying that I didn’t care and talking to me was like talking to an idiot was really hurtful. I know I may not be an expert at it, but I’m trying. Putting me down when I was trying was just simply hurtful. It made me wonder why I even attempted to do all these in the beginning.

All my efforts went unnoticed and unappreciated. I tell myself again and again that I should just move on, to stop being so anal about it. It was obviously my fault, my fault for wanting to please. But I can’t seem to get over it, because it hurts.

2010-06-01T13:30:00.004+08:00

There was only 2 people - receptionist and a part-timer - in the office when i walked in this morning. Everyone else were probably still, well, in bed. They are not entirely to blame with all that partying last night. I'm not kidding. They are NOT to blame for partying last night because we didn't have a choice.

2 of my colleagues were leaving the company to re-enter the 'study force' and their team decided to hold a farewell party for them at Boss's Sentosa property. Whoo~ Sentosa residential property~ 0_0 I decided to be a kaypoh and check out how the premium, ultra-expensive Sentosa houses look like, hence I decided to join in the fun. Mind you, I was invited by Boss.

It may not be stated in any documents while purchasing any Sentosa property, but I'll let you in on a secret, a car is a pre-requisite to buy a residential property there. Travelling to Sentosa residences is a chore. There is absolutely no public transport and it feels like I'm on a quest to the west for some sutra.

Numerous humongous bungalows with sickening-ly fantastic view of the South China Sea lined both of our sides while we were trying to get to Boss's place. It made me feel like a piece of crap~ They were so beautiful, not just in appearance, but the price tag as well. -_- I doubt I'll be able to own anything like that, even if I do, I doubt I'll bear to stay in it, probably just use it as an investment.

I didn't managed to get any nice pictures (because my camera is quite cui) as it was late at night so most pictures came out pretty dark.

2010-04-26T01:26:00.002+08:00

I know i shouldnt be blogging right now. It's like 1.30am and I have an exam tomorrow, but what the heck. I always have the urge to blog but never really did because I'm either busy or nowhere near any computer. So by the time I'm free to blog, I lost all my inspiration. Like now.

I wanted to blog so badly just now because I had things to rant about but I told myself to switch on my computer only after I'm done with my notes. See.. now I totally lost it. So I'm just going to write whatever that comes to mind. Hence, I predict that this post is not going to make much sense. Brace yourself for nonsense.

People usually find me calm and composed and good-natured, hardly throwing much temper. I admit I'm pretty easy-going, I dont ask for much and I'm pretty fine with anything. But I do get upset too, more often than I want to actually, I just dont show it. I just let others do as they wish because I dont want to make a scene. Dont get me wrong, I'm not afraid of pissing other people off. I just dont like arguments and try my best to avoid it. Less arguments = less trouble for me.

Sometimes I wonder if that's healthy. Should I behave like other girls and go on whining and complaining about everything that upset them? Maybe it is healthier to get things off your chest but I just cant seem to do that. I tend to keep things to myself, maybe I dont trust people easily or maybe I think my problems are silly and they'll go away after some time or maybe I dont see a point in telling people about it.

I have a problem. My anger is really short-lived. The average time span of my anger is 1 hour. It has never last passed 2 days. It's so easy to make me forgive and forget. It's a serious problem. I have to stop being such a nice person.

Sheena complained that I'm an ice queen. I'm so unemotional and cold, that I dont understand people's feelings. I do. I understand why people feel sad and happy and everything because I feel that way too. It's just that sometimes their reasons for feeling so dont make sense to me. I think it's probably due to my nature, I tend to take things easy and thus, seldom get upset over minor things. Or maybe I didnt try hard enough to place myself in their shoes. I have no idea. I do want to understand how others feel ('cause I realise that the majority of people are emotional and I'm the minority so I really need to do something about it), but it's really tough sometimes.

I try to be patient and understanding, lending them a listening ear. But most of them hate to hear my advice or opinions. Like what sheena and yiling said, they'll look for me when they need me to shake them out of their delusions. Because I tell them the painful truth, the truth that they already know but refuse to admit. I'm afraid that I'm not one of those friends who join them in complaining about how the world mistreat them and we should join hands to fight against the world.

2009-10-20T13:50:00.002+08:00

I have a 2 hrs break and I got absolutely nothing to do now, therefore I shall blog!

I recently took up Kapap classes to occupy my Sunday afternoons and to help whip off chikopeks from the streets of Singapore. So far, I have yet to finish off any chikopeks but I got bruises and swellings from my instructors instead. Sigh. Not as I have expected huh.

But IT'S OK! I may be all bashed up right now but I'm sure in time to come I'll be feared by all those dirty bastards. There are just too many of these people in Singapore. I understand that men do have their needs and it's totally biological. That's cool. Wives and girlfriends are there to satisfy your needs (if they're willing to, that is...), but single men have other alternatives. That's what geylang and orchard towers are for isn't it? So why are there some men out there who target innocent ladies, especially children (THOSE DIRTY BASTARDS!!)?!

I've been reading up more and more rape and molest cases in the news. And the saddest thing is, some of these victims are children of the rapists. I just don't understand, don't these men love their own children? How can they do such a thing to ruin their children's lives forever?!

News of doctors sexually assualting their young patients, taking pictures of these teenage boys and threatening them. Fathers molesting and raping their daughters while the innocent little girls are sleeping. WHAT'S WRONG WITH THESE PEOPLE?! The kids trust them and yet they ruin the trust like that. How can these kids be able to learn to trust others anymore?

Can someone please tell me what these men are thinking? How can they actually be able to commit such acts? I really want to know. Something has got to be done to ensure that things like that don't happen in Singapore again.

It's not just kids. There are stupid girls out there too. Allowing their boyfriends to take nude photos of them. One word: STUPID. Now they're at the beak and call of their boyfriends because the guys have something to threaten them with. But none is to blame for this other than the girls. They asked for it. BIMBOS. But their boyfriends are BASTARDS too.

I'm sorry for this disturbing post. I was just reading the news before blogging so I'm feeling damn worked up now over THAT STUPID 62 YEAR OLD CHIKOPEK WHO RAPED HIS OWN 10 YEAR OLD DAUGHTER!

Sorry. Peace out.

2009-09-14T21:01:00.003+08:00

We needed to take a break. We needed to go a place where we don't understand the language and the food. We needed to go to a place where NS and ERP makes no sense. We needed to go somewhere where the mention of roti prata and hainanese chicken rice will be responded with puzzled looks. We needed to get out of Singapore.

But we were 2 poor people who had only S$200 each to spend. So we went to Batam. The place where food is cheap, transport is cheap, hotel is cheap... I can't think of anything that is expensive there.

We were so poor, we took a 45 minute ferry ride overseas, instead of Boeing 777.

We had food you can't find in Singapore.
I totally miss drinking A&W's root beer float. Coke float is nonsense compared to this.

Lunch was a mix of western and indo food.

Cheap Seafood!! Chilli Crab!! Black Pepper Crab!! Sambal Lala!! YA!!!!!!!!!!!!

My ideal kind of breakfast. Lotsa bread with honey. Yum Yum.

Yes. The monster in me was released upon looking at the banana pizza. It's DAMN good!

Pick your own food!!

0_0 とても大きい蟹！！

The extent of nua-ness: jumping and rolling on the clean bed at the mere sight of it though one is incredibly dirty and salty from all that seawater.

Massage lady. At least she didn't make weird noises while doing her job. Unlike someone else. Sigh.

Incredible Finding in Batam:

Air Swimming Nemo

2009-09-04T14:37:00.007+08:00

LOOK AT THIS!!!

ONE WORD: CHIO.....!!

I want!!! This is the new MINI Coupe concept debuting at Frankfurt Motor Show 2009. It is much lower in height than the current MINIs with much rounder angles. So it looks so much more sleek but still has the classic vintage feel.

It's pretty powerful too! With 1.6litre, 208hp, 206-lb-ft four cylinder gasoline engine. Multilink rear suspension, electro-hydraulic sterring system etc. Not bad..

However... ... it's only going to be produced and sold in the US in 2012. OH NO!! So when is it coming to Singapore?! It's going to be priced at US$36,000. Let's hope by then I have enough money to buy it. Maybe by some miracle or something. You never know. =)

2009-07-29T08:10:00.003+08:00

Alright, I've forgot to get the Chungju pictures from my friend again. So I shall post about other things that I did here.

Well.... school has started to get really annoying with all that workload. HELLO?! Isn't this supposed to be a summer vacation for us?! Why the hell are we all studying so hard?! This is so wrong. All of us hardly have anytime to play or explore Korea without sacrificing our grades. Annoyingshit. Asian country 就是 asian country.

By the way, I'm actually stuck in lecture now. Hahah.. And he's teaching us how to choose potential future husband. He's actually telling us to think twice before getting married. Well.. I can understand why. He's a korean educated overseas so he probably understand the gender inequality in Korea and is worried for us. So cute! Macham father.

I've been meeting people from all over the world. I met people from the States, UK, China, Taiwan, Malaysia, Canada, Japan, Korea, Brazil etc. And all of them are so fun and interesting. I start to regret that I didnt go overseas to study. Singapore is really too small and you dont get to see the world and meet different people. But I dont really have a choice cause of financial issues. DAMNIT. I should stop being so responsible and just heck care. I could have gone to a really good instituite overseas.

Koreans really drink DAMN alot. Mind you, it's not drink water BUT ALCOHOL! They literally drink everyday so the students here begun to take part in this kind of culture. Me too. Heh. But I dont drink that much. I'm always still sober after drinking. I have self-discipline okay. But it's really hard to not join them in drinking cause the drinks here are really good, unlike sg. Sg cocktails really suck.

We went clubbing one of the nights cause it was one of the guys's birthday. Hongdae turned out to be quite fun but I think Sg clubbing scene is much better. Drinks are dirt cheap though. Each bottle of soju is only 1,500won which is like less than S$2. IT'S INSANE RIGHT?! That's why people here drink so much. That's why we're so much more willling to drink here as well. We got the birthday guy drunk with soju. Heh. Evilness.

I have icecream almost everyday. It's so much better here than Sg. Sg's icecream is so icy while it's really sticky and creamy here. =) jealous? We also went to DBSK Micky's icecream store. My suitemates were secretly excited.

2009-07-23T23:24:00.008+08:00

Alright.. I shall continue where I left off yesterday. I got more pictures from my friends already! Yeah! I still need my own camera though.. Sian..

I actually went to Chungju, Daejeon before I went to Jeju Island. But I've still yet to get the Chungju pictures so I shall post about the Jeju trip first. =)

We took a domestic flight there. It was definitely one of the most turbulent flights I've ever taken. Still nothing beats SQ, especially first class. Heh!

Wanted to rent a car to drive around Jeju since their transport system there isnt the most efficient. But we didnt have an international license so.. we hired a driver instead. He was a really nice guy and I seriously liked him, cant say the same about the rest of my friends though. They seem to keep thinking that he was out to cheat our money, but I thought he was just trying to be nice. We paid a really low fee somore. Mr. Moon and I managed to communicate pretty well since he could speak Japanese. His japanese was better than mine yeah.

Went to some Halim Park that was quite disappointing. Apparently it would have been exciting for most people, but it was definitely ordinary for us. Cause it was a like a tropical park, featuring all the tropical fruits and plants. Too bad they had no durians, I was craving for it.

O'Sulloc was next. It's a green tea plantation. Can you imagine my excitement/ I'm such a green tea fan! I love green tea stuff. =) Really happy that I get to visit a tea plantation at least once in my life, man. Had some fabulous green tea ice cream!

We visited alot of mountains and cliffs and all that sort of landforms. I dont even remember the names of those places anymore. But they were spectacular! You will only see those things on geography textbooks in Singapore. But I saw them up close. Jealous? Heh.

I love those cliffs, waterfalls and streams. I told myself that I need to visit New Zealand again to see all those spectacular landscapes. Well, I've seen them now at Jeju. But I'm still going to New Zealand though. =) I'm still secretly a geography student at heart. I didnt get the A1 for nothing k.

The streams and rivers were definitely my favourite. I love playing in those cold, clean water. I wouldnt mind jumping in and swim around if I had my swimsuit on and I was alone. It's like those fairytales where people live in cottages right next to a waterfall or stream. How beautiful and calming! Arhhh..

We went to some caves. One limestone cave and a lava cave. Damn fucking cold ah. We were almost running in those caves to try to get to the exit asap. But they were beautiful. I wouldnt mind staying in there longer if I had more clothes on. It's like natural aircon, man.

Woke up at 4am on the last day in Jeju, just to climb some mountain to watch the sunrise. It's the Seongsan Sunrise Peak. I think all of us wanted to die. Managed to climb up to the peak though we were sleepy, and it bloody RAINED. DAMNIT!!!!! But we persevered and stayed on, hoping that the sunrise wont disappoint us. The fucking clouds covered the whole sunrise so we didnt see a damn thing. FREAK! Well, honestly, it wasnt a totally wasted trip. We got to see the crater at the top of the peak and got to know this nice Canadian guy who was teaching in Korea and happened to be holidaying in Jeju for the summer. It's really quite rare that you find someone who can actually speak your language here. So it was quite a happy moment for me. I know it's lame.

2009-07-23T01:45:00.006+08:00

I just woke up a few hours ago and I can't slp now. But I have class at 9am and it's already 2.46am. Die. Probably poning class already. Na was just preparing a powerpoint presentation on my computer just now. Kinda reminded me that I haven't been blogging since I arrived in Seoul.

Well, I'm basically half done here. Will be back in about 2-3 weeks' time. School has been really fun. Gotta know alot of new people from all over the world. Knew many NUS people as well. =) Most of the students in this summer programme are actually koreans studying overseas so it doesn't really feel very much international when rapid korean is still being spoken among the students during class. It just feels quite weird when you have no idea what everyone is talking about. You kinda feel foreign and out of place.

I bet the professors love me. They think I'm smart! =) Alright, maybe because I can speak and write english fluently unlike many of my peers. BUT! I got really good grades for all the tests that I've done so far. Maybe I'm really a genius. However, it's not exactly good that the professors remember your name. You can't pon class without them noticing. Damn!

I've been travelling out of Seoul and around Korea for all the past weekends that I'm here. I've been to Jeju Island, Busan and Daejeon. Sounds good? They were good. Travelling around Korea is pretty much convenient and cheap. The motels are only 40,000won night/room, and they are fully equipped with amenities. IT'S REALLY GOOD. I wonder why singapore hotels are so damn expensive.

Went to Lotte World while Tiffany was still with us. Really nice place. Enjoyed it very much. It feels like this magical land. The ticket price was good too since there was a student promotion going on, so we paid like 20,000won ++ per person for all unlimited rides. The rides were all well-designed and beautiful as well. Totally nice place. But Tiff missed out alot since she refused to take alot of rides. WASTE MONEY ONLY!

We tried weird seafood in Busan. Like the LIVE OCTOPUS. YES. LIVE OCTOPUS. It was freaking hell wriggling. I had raw water snails, raw crabs, some random sashimi etc. Basically all raw food. It was just too much for one meal.

Haeundae Beach is this popular beach in Korea. But there was just too many people so it wasn't really enjoyable. I still prefer the quiet, unpopulated beaches with CLEAN WATER, like redang. The sand was soft and the water was clean though. So I guess it was pretty alright.

The aquarium was fantastic. I think Sentosa's Underwater World can't beat it. They seriously had the most amazing things in there. Like some shark eggs or something. Damn weird.

I'll continue telling you about my adventures another time. I need to get the Daejeon and Jeju pictures from my friends first. It sucks when your camera is so cui and spoils all the time but your dad refused to buy a new one because he insists that it was still working. IT'S NOT! AND IT'S NOT GONNA START WORKING BECAUSE YOU THINK IT WILL! TIME TO GET A NEW CAMERA, DUDE! My dad is not gonna read this anyway. Sigh.

2009-05-07T19:52:00.003+08:00

Hex at supperclub.

Hang out with hex last night. Went supperclub for dinner. Totally cool 'cause we didnt have to pay for dinner. It was ladies' night so dinner was on the house. Chyi paid for our drinks. =) Though I thought my illusion tasted more like bitter pineapple juice and rachel's long island tasted like cough syrup. Guess their cocktails aint the best around.

Esther insisted that we should head over to phuture. The rest of the girls were a little hesitant but yeah, how can say no when we were having a great night right? So off we went in Dan's car. =)

Sheena was greatly missed. It was the 1st hex clubbing experience (except na). Took a lot of random pictures in tribute to sheena. It would have been totally fun if all of us were there (erhem na).

This is what would have happened if na was there at the club.

Made cookie run today. He has become FAT. Sigh. All that sleeping and eating and bringing leaves into the house and doing nothing else everyday. FAT BOY! Baby suggested that cookie should train with his commando dogs. Er.. cookie CONFIRM CMI.

It's amazing how things progress to this stage. Even I am amazed by myself. *pat myself on the shoulder* Good job good job. Keep it up. You can do it for another.. I dont know.. erm.. long time.

2009-04-17T01:07:00.003+08:00

I just saw this pic.. taken really long time ago at arena.. i had straight long hair.. right..

Sending na off to korea..

Batam!!!

I wanna go back for the crabs again..

Juicy Couture event with Cookie!!

Crabs again!! this time at ecp..

Besties!!

KX turned 21!!

2009-04-08T12:40:00.002+08:00

そう…　こんにちは。今、大学にいます。宿題をします。もう、何も食べました。じゃ、今食堂へ食べますにいきます。

＊試験が大嫌いよ！＊ =(

2008-09-25T01:24:00.004+08:00

Cooked for Na for her 10th birthday. Got ourselves all oily and sticky at the end of the kitchen session. I love cooking, I just hate the oil and cleaning up at the end. Talking about cooking, I'm making shabu shabu this wkend!! yeah!!

So the only loyal friends around are us, huh.. we went for both esther's and rachel's concerts.. how nice.. so dont complain you dont have flowers, unless you really want potted plants or plastic flowers..

My curls last DAMN long ah.. I permed it just after graduating, that's like half a year already!! It's still so curly. It kinda looks fake, dont you think? But I dont think I can do anything now. I'll just grow it out. Kinda lost ideas for new hairdo.

Did I mentioned someone hit the rear of my car? He has to pay for the damages. The weird thing is, instead of getting pissed at each other, we're friends now. What a strange world.

2008-08-21T16:13:00.004+08:00

I was listening to the English speech given by the PM for the National Day Rally held at the UCC, NUS. The topic that really caught my attention (and I think everyone else's) was the birth rate issue. The ideal replacement rate is 2.1, one to replace each parent. Most developed nations have birth rate lower than ideal. I know SG was on the lower side but I did not expect it to be so low at 1.29. That's incredibly scary. This will definitely create a worse scenerio than it is now. Due to the decreasing population in SG, govt had to bring in more foreign workers into the country. This will inevitably create social problems. But I guess they have no choice right now cause if they dont do that, things may become worse. We already have an aging population. If this continues, our tax and social burden will definitely increase by the time my generation comes out into the society to work. Many people blame the govt for every small little thing, but most of the time, these people do not grasp the big picture nor have the foresight.

I was looking through the incentives that will be given to parents. Definitely alluring. The most debated policy is the extended 4 months maternity leave. I agree with most people that an extension is not the way to solve the issue. Yes, it is obviously an attractive incentive but in the long run, it may bring more harm than good. There have already been complaints that many companies asked their female interviewees if they have children or are expected to get married any time soon. This is obviously wrong, yet one cant blame these companies for doing such things. At the end of the day, they want to make big money as well. Mothers on maternity leave are a burden on companies' financies and workload. Though the govt is willing to fork out the money for the first 2 months of maternity leave, they cant reduce the workload that has been passed onto the other colleagues. My suggestion? 3 months of maternity leave is more than enough.

More money is going to be spend on the Baby Bonus Scheme. Though the money given at the end of the day is really huge, the amount of money spent in bringing up the child will be more than just that amount. However, how can parents rely on govt's money to raise their child all the way to adulthood? So I guess the amount given is more than enough.

Personally the most attractive change that the govt is doing, are the improvements at the childcare centres. If I am a working mother and I have to leave my child in the care of a childcare centre, I want to ensure that the teachers there are qualified professionals and the environment is conducive. Providing more bursuries and scholarships for teaching courses is a wonderful idea. The childcare centres must also be licensed by the govt to ensure that the environment is clean and safe for my child (recall: HFM disease!). Regular spotchecks must be done at these centres. If all these can be done, I will definitely put my child at the centre and go to work in peace.

I know the govt is trying to bring up the birth rate but I didnt know they were THIS desperate till I heard about this 2 policies. One: Co-funding for IVF. Two: Get parents to matchmake their kids. WTH?! I was totally shocked when I heard about the IVF policy. However after thinking about it for some time, I guess it makes sense. Some people really want to have children but cant afford IVF. Furthermore, IVF usually results in more than one child per birthing. So, that's like killing two birds with one stone. The second one was totally ludicrious. Are we going back to my grandparents' age? Imagine meeting your lifetime partner on the day of marriage!! Alright, I'm sure the PM didnt meant it this way. Most probably just introduce but whether it'll work out depends on the 2 young people. As 'stone age' as it may sounds, it may actually work for my family. You see, my parents are educated people and they are exceptionally critical when choosing their future son-in-law. My mum wants a man who sincerely cares and loves her daughter and can look after her. My dad wants an educated man who earns a substantial steady income and be able to provide for his daughter. So when you combine both of their expectations, the guy must basically be perfect. =)

My dad may seems unreasonable with his expectations, and he very well knows it. That's why he made it very clear to us that we are free to stay single all our lives. My mum on the other hand, cant wait to see her grandchild. I wonder how the both of them managed to stay married for so long. My dad always tells us that love and marriage aint that important in our lives. To be able to study well and get a professional career is more important. Sometimes I think he's just being selfish. I think he wants to be able to boast to people that his daughter is a so and so, not a housewife who stays at home to look after the kids. It's also possible that he cant bear to see us married off and belonging to another man. But I guess most dads feel this way and that's why it is usually harder for the father to accept the son-in-law. Maybe the govt should not only focus on the singles but parents like my dad too.

I read another article about how the govt is beginning to focus their attention on polytechnic, junior college and university students. They want to preach to them about how wonderful it is to be in a long term relationship. To encourage young people to engage in long term relationships that will most likely end up in an early marriage. This is how desperate the govt is. I can just imagine after being handed the graduation scroll, the only exit off the stage is the doorway to ROM.

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Someone complained that this entry is just too wordy for his small eyes. So I'll post some irrelevant pictures then. At least it'll brighten up the entry.

Of course, what else is better than pictures of my baby?

He was on my bed. Good life huh.

Mambo Night at Zouk with Yiling.

2008-08-18T10:25:00.002+08:00

So the Olympic fever is on now. I doubt I have to repeat what has been circulating around the news these days. Unless you really dont know, SG won the silver medal for table tennis women team. We finally defeated Korea but China still proves to be a formidable opponent. Nevertheless, they did very well. Our very first Olympic medal since gaining independence. Just a small wish coming from me, let's hear Majulah Singapura being sung in the Olympics for once before I die. =)

I'm into my second week of school so far. I realised that my preference never change despite being in a new environment. I never like statistics in SP, I still do not like it now. I've always love doing molecular genetics, I still do. I took up a module which involves plants. Yes, I'm crazy and I think it'll kill me real soon. But hey, it may not be that bad. It kinda reminded me of sec4 days and the good thing is I do not have to draw carrots and cucumbers during practicals. Hahaha. Chemistry is incredibly boring though I think it's a module for me to raise my C.A.P. It teaches me what a molecule and atom is, all the basic stuff. I can seriously not attend the lectures. And of course, the craziest of all is media writing. Yeah, I was pyscho by Na to take up media writing. I have no idea what writing in the media has got to do with biology. Maybe one day I'll start writing research papers on Straits Times. Yeah, right. As if common folks read research papers.

Sensual is over at my place. 2 tiny dogs running around in my house. It's keeping us busy till June comes back from her holiday and claim back her dog. Cookie was initially afraid of Sensual since she's like this fat and hyper thing. It took him 2 days to get used to having her around but we suspect that he's jealous of her. He follows her everywhere she goes and pushes her away if she comes near us. Jealous spoilt brat. Sensual is mature and so incredibly kind. Whenever dad gives her a biscuit, she bites half and give the other half to Cookie. She treats him like a little brother but Cookie sees her as an enemy.

2008-08-04T00:19:00.009+08:00

I remember that I touched on the issue of men's cosmetics some time back. Well, I mentioned something about face powder or somewhere near that. But I found these today:

MD Skincare All-in-One Tinted Mosturiser
USD$44
Apparently this moisturiser also contains sunscreen to filter out all the harmful UV rays that are gonna give you premature wrinkles and dark spots. It contains vitamin E and C. Can be used for light everyday wear.
*I think this is really good for guys who want light coverage to cover blemishes yet look natural. The worse is a guy with a cakey face. However USD$44 is too expensive. Probably can get something similar at FACE SHOP or BODY SHOP.*

Perfekt Skin Prefection Gel
USD$57.50
This thing is sweat-resistant, water-resistant and contains all the vitamins your face needs. It's suppose to improve skin tone, reduces redness and covers up pores and wrinkles. Oil-free, fragrance-free and paraben-free (what's paraben?). Contains antioxidants and tons of vitamins.
*With all that goodies in this 1oz bottle, no wonder it costs USD$57.50. Can I use this as well, even though I'm a girl? Will my face rot?*

Jean Paul Gaultier released a new line of men's cosmetics, and I think it's so COOL. The packaging is so sleek and masculine. The Jean Paul Gaultier Monsieur line.

Powder Bronzer
USD$40
It comes with a compact mirror and brush, convenient to carry it around. No shimmer.
*It doesnt come with all the protective goodies. The good thing is that it has no shimmer though, unlike my one. Shimmer can sometimes make my colour looks fake, then again, it's fake. Hahaha.*

Concealer
USD$20
Slightly tinted fragrance-free concealer.
*Seriously, does guys need a concealer? Won't it be too heavy?*

Brow Definer Pencil
USD$14
Brow pencil, common sense is to define and shape your brows.
*Most guys have seriously thick and bushy brows, do they need to emphasize on it even more? I think it's more like trimming it till there's TWO clearly distinctive brows and not one joint one. Unibrow always remind me of this character in sesame street. I find unibrow a joke.*

Tout Beau - Sharp Eyes Kohl Pen & Concealer
USD$24
A dual action pen. Concealer to cover blemishes on one side and kohl pen on the other for those smokey rocker eyes.
*Alright, this is a good buy. It's a 2-in-1 which is so compact, you can carry it around in your jeans backpocket. Smokey rocker eyes is the new trend.*

Lip Balm
USD$18
If you have no idea what a lip balm is for, please go back to primary school. There are 3 shades available.
*There's actually colour for men's lip balm? Some kinda lipstick or what? Seriously, one can get a lip balm that works as well and costs much lower. The only reason one wants to get this - because it's Jean Paul Gaultier that comes in a damn cool packaging.*

I'm not sure if these products are available in SG yet and they do not ship it out of US for online shopping. However, you can always ask this nice pretty girl here. I can get it for you with no extra charges. I heard there's another popular US brand for men's skincare and cosmetics, Kenmen (http://www.kenmen.net/).

I'm glad men these days are beginning to look after their skin. Afterall, it's a superficial world out there. It pays to look good now. Image and first impression are so insanely important, it doesnt make sense. Not everyone is gifted with intelligence or talents, hardwork only gets you this far. Probably looking prim and proper with a handsome face can get you even further. It'll probably be VERY useful if your boss is a woman. Hahaha. I'm making assumptions. But, women these days enjoy so much freedom and equality, it's not surprising if they openly show interest in men. Another thing, many women now dont really care if the guy is rich as they can earn their own keep or even a higher salary. Since they most likely already has enough money, they are probably looking for good-looking men.

Okay, I digressed. But this reminds me of the article I read on stomp. Something about SG girls being hot and SG guys are not. Hmm.. I agree and disagree at the same time. Contradicting? I know. Actually, I think SG girls and guys are better looking than many of our fellow asians (I'm not naming nationalities here.). So that's the agree part. This is the disagree part - The only problem with our guys, please give a damn about your appearance. They always dress so shabbily, they look like they just got out of bed without even changing or combing their hair. However hot or handsome they are, it's all covered by their shabbiness. SG guys' fashion = XXL T-shirts with berms to show off their sexy leg hair. Why do they always buy shirts that are obviously too big for them? Cooling? Yeah, I know, but it makes you look like you have no shoulder and havent eaten for 2 days. Shoulders are one of men's sexy body part, and they happily hide it under those oversized tees. You have broad shoulder? Flaunt it by wearing shirts that fit better. Shorts and berms are NOT for guys with hairy legs. Please do not break this fashion rule. Jeans are warm? Shave or wax your legs first. Few girls find the sight of hairy legs a turn-on. You work out at the gym regularly and has nice bulky arms? - I said bulky = muscular, not flabby- Show it off by wearing singlets or sleeveless, no, you dont look gay, you look hot. Serious.

2008-07-30T15:39:00.003+08:00

Due to popular demand, I shall update my blog:

School's starting in about a week's time. Kinda excited yet at the same time, "sian-ded". It's a mixed feelings thing. On one hand, I finally have some serious responsibility and goal to fulfil when school reopens. On the other, I'll have less sleep, less play and less time to slack. Anyway, I'm actually quite glad I stayed in SG. The entire he[x] (except chyi) is in NUS. I have so many friends there. It feels like I just went back to my TK and VJ days. The "play hard work hard" days. You feel so much more achievement when you're constantly busy and always have something to complete.

Poly was more like the "play hard work less" days. I was never so slack in my entire school life as I was in Poly. Even though I know I achieve many things in Poly, I never felt much achievement. I guess you'll tend to feel more when you know you're competing against all those scholars and PRCs, and you worked like crap to get those results.

Anyway, I have to start bidding for modules tomorrow morning - I'm going clubbing tonight, so dead - which is one of those really stupid things about NUS that I dont understand. Why do I have to bid for my modules?! They said that it'll teach us how to make the right decision and plan ahead to ensure we fulfilled all the criteria for graduation (which is kinda true). Yet, till now I'm yet to be notified about which modules I'v been allocated to. So I have to prepare 2 sets of timetable - just in case -, how lame is that.

I happily passed my QET (Qualifying English Test). Apparently all poly grads and 'A' levels grads who did not do well in their GP, have to take this test. Whoever fails will have to take extra english modules. I was initially damn worried. Com'on, how long ago was it that I wrote a decent essay? Like for my 'O' levels english? 3 freaking years of not touching essays. It's gonna be worse if you get me to write a chinese essay now. I'll definitely fail, I swear. Anyway, the QET essay question freaked me out, "Should developing nations invest in biotechnology?" eh.. this is so incredibly GP. But I managed to get a pass in fluency and accuracy and all those nonsense. I guess my crapping ability is still there after all these years. Phew.

Whatever it is, I'm still damn glad that I went to poly. My mugging skills may not beat those people who completed their JC days but at least I had some experience during my TK days. I just need to restart the rusty engine. I have an advantage in terms of labwork which constitutes like 40% of the modules score. I did not spent 3 years in poly writing scientific reports for nothing. The only problem that I think I'm gonna face is the language and arts modules like sociology, politics etc. I doubt my crapping ability has reached that level. Wish me luck.

Alright, now for something light and bimbotic:

Na, yiling and me went shopping yesterday. I wanted to buy my bohemian flats and heels, na wanted to get watch while yl wanted to buy clothes. Do you know what happened in the end? We got none of those. Instead we ended up buying cosmetics and facial products. Lotsa of it. I think the 3 of us spent a total of few hundred bucks. We bought Chanel mascara, Dior lipgloss, Sephora brushes etc. I'm glad I did not get the gel eyeliner from MAC. IT SMUDGED! Girls, IT SUMDGED! Another brand down the drain. When will I be able to find an eyeliner that will never smudge. sigh.

I still need to get my bohemian flats.

Cookie is a potential WWF champion.

2008-07-14T19:25:00.007+08:00

I mentioned watching the musical We Will Rock You some time back. I got reminded of it again when I came across short clips of Mig Ayesa (Played Galileo in We Will Rock You) performing in Zouk. And once again, I'm impressed by this man. He's such a wonderful performer with strong vocals.

This is him performing in Rockstar:INXS. Bohemian Rhapsody by Queen. Classic.

But my favourite song by him got to be this:

She Loved by Mig Ayesa. Written by him as well. Bet you guys heard it before somewhere and probably wondering who sang it. I'm like slowly becoming his fan or something. Hahaha. Everyone who watched We Will Rock You will share the same sentiments as me. He's one hell of a singer.

2008-06-04T16:40:00.002+08:00

The last time we will step into SP. Yup. It was Graduation Day for us on the 27th May 2008. The event itself wasnt very exciting as we had to sit for a long time as we watched every single student went up the stage to collect an empty roll. It got a little more exciting when it was over and time for some camera-whoring.

These are the group pictures we took that day. There are more though but I cant possibly put up everything here. I seriously have no idea when I will ever meet some of them again. In uni? At work? Maybe never ever again. Who knows?

My sisters and I love making Cookie our model. Look at the pictures. I dressed him up with a bandana. Actually it was my handkerchief. Cool isnt it? He even pose for me. Hahaha. Maybe we can start training him professionally into a puppy model.

Look at his pose! So attitude. We gave him some hairstyling sessions. I think the above hairstyle suits him best.

He looks ridiculous in this hairstyle.

This is suppose to be centre parting. A heart appeared on his forehead.

2008-05-12T01:53:00.003+08:00

Isnt he cute? No. It's not a soft toy. It's our new dog. =)

Cookie. That's his name. Cavalier King Charles Spaniel. Blenheim colour. He's only 2 months old. He's only 9 1/2" long excluding tail and 5" tall. Yes. He's THAT small.

Dad and Mum wasnt very agreeable with getting another dog. But the moment they lay eyes on him, they couldnt do anything. Dad dote on him so much, I swear he'll spoil the dog. He kept playing with Cookie and is so easily amused by Cookie's antics. He'll scold us when we scold the dog. What is this, man? He cover Cookie with blanket in the night, afraid that he'll catch a cold. Switch off the lights and talk softly whenever Cookie naps. He's not even that considerate with us.

Sometimes I wonder if I mistook a piglet for a puppy. Cookie sleeps all the time. Maybe because he's just a baby and needs lotsa sleep. But, he sure sleeps cute. He changes position every 10 minutes or so and the position he's in is always so damn cute. Lazy puppy. Though it certainly fits into my family's behaviour. We sleep in weird positions.

2008-05-07T00:51:00.003+08:00

Changi T3 with Lilian, Joa and me

I know it was some time ago that I made my Japan trip but hey, I totally forgot about uploading the pictures on my blog till I saw it in a file. So here are the pics for the Japan (Kyoto) trip. I did not include the Osaka pics cuz there were nothing much anyway. We mainly just did shopping there. Sight-seeing and food was definitely damn HIGH in Kyoto. I love it there.

The ryokan (inn) that we stayed in.

Our room. So incredibly Japanese. Hahaha.

The view outside our ryokan.

Snowing at the Temple. We climbed up a mountain to see this temple.

Beef Sukiyaki! I love it. Damn. I'm feeling hungry just looking at it.

Breakfast every morning was a feast. I swear I put on weight there.

Movie Land. I think. Cant recall the name of the place.

We're so good, I bet you have difficulty spotting Joa and me.

Cosplaying!! Crystal was a princess. I was a Shogun's (General) wife. Joa was a Samurai.

Me posing outside a house.

We had so much fun "pretending". Apparently in this pic, Princess Crystal was going away and I gave her something to remember. Joa was her bodyguard. Okay, I just made that up.

I'll post more in the next entry. It's beauty sleep time.

2008-05-05T16:50:00.005+08:00

Beagle

I have been thinking of getting a dog for quite some time now. The house feels so incredibly empty without a naughty little thing running around. I had a dog in the house since I was born and so can u imagine how it feels like for the past few months after Happy left. There was no dog waiting to greet me when I arrive back home. There is no one to poke his nose against my hands to ask for a pet. There is no one to rest his head against my thighs when I'm feeling down. After all these years, I realised I came to rely on my dog for many things.

Miniature Poodle

And so, despite protests from my dad (he insist that we shall not have a dog for now. He claimed that he wants to enjoy the peace and quiet. Though I wonder if it's an excuse cuz he has not got over Happy. Trying to at tough. *roll eyes*), we sisters are bent on getting one to dote on. I cant decide what breed to get. Damn. Every single breed is so darn cute.

German Shepherd

My dad does not want a huge dog. He thinks it's very troublesome when you bring it to the vet. Yeah, I agree. I still remember our family 1st dog. A huge female German Shepherd. We use to ride her like horse when we were kids. Imagine her size. Dad had to carry her into the car like some heavy weight whenever it's time for vet visitation. Though she looked fierce and can seriously bite off your head if you provoke her, she was incredibly gentle and loyal to us.

Maybe something not so fierce, how about a Golden Retriever?

Golden Retriever

Gotta admit that Goldie is one of the most beautiful large dogs around. Big, tough, beautiful and fun. What more can you ask? But, it's a large dog so it's going to be a NO NO for my dad.

Alright, how about a small toy dog? NO! I cant stand small tiny dogs. I dont really consider them dogs. I mean they dont actually bark, they sound more like yapping at such a high pitch voice. Dogs are creatures which bark at menacing voices, walk or run in large strides and can stare you to death with their scary eyes if they choose to. You dont stuff dogs into your handbags. They seem more like large breed of guinea pigs. I have a large garden for my dog to run and play in. I can afford a bigger breed. Small dogs which can escape through my gate? No thanks.

English Cocker Spaniel

So a medium-sized breed seems to be the answer. I still remember the day we brought Happy home and my dad complained that he was too small. (Our previous dog was a monster-sized German Shepherd, remember?) I digressed.

Anyway, I started to research on med breed dogs. It came back down to Beagle and Cocker Spaniel. Alright, I'm biased. I have a soft spot for English Cocker Spaniel. They always remind me of Happy. But com'on, you have to agree that they are one of the most beautiful breed of that size. The fur, the colour, the features etc. They're not only adorable as puppies but beautiful as adults. Furthermore, they're a hunting and sporting breed. So they're agile, alert and incredibly fast. Beagle is not that bad too. They're adorable and playful. Though they tend to have more health problems than ECS. Happy did not give me much problems on his health. The only high maintenance was his ears. The fur tangling and it's prone to ear infections.

Damn. I'll never forget Happy. I need to get over it.

2008-05-03T16:08:00.002+08:00

There's been much discussion about family issues in the news these days. The Austrian father who kept his daughter in his basement and fathered 7 chilidren with her was most likely the most talkabout piece of news lately. Incest. Tsk tsk. The Australian woman who had a child with her father and claimed that they are truly in love. Sometimes I feel like going into these people's minds and figure out what they were thinking. When you turn to look at your parents or siblings, what do you see? I see family. The only male figure in my family is my dad. I really cannot see him as anything else but a father figure. How the hell can someone fall in love with their dad? Someone who is way too old, someone who you respect and look upon, someone who you cannot reveal dark secrets to and someone who cannot giggle along with you over childish jokes. How the hell do you build the sparks?

Maybe an elder brother has a higher possibility. But then, I dont know. I dont have a brother. That somehow reminds me of the Japanese anime in which the elder twin brother fell in love with his younger twin sister. Yeah, Matsumoto Jun did a movie on it. I couldnt watch it. Imagine him falling head over heels over his younger sister. Seriously, those people who have an elder brother (or younger...... ), will you ever fall for him? Why not? (If yes, I also wanna know why.)

How bout guys with younger sisters (or again, elder sisters also can......)? Why? Is it true that guys tend to fall for their younger sis when they're younger? It's like a passing phase or something?

Enough about incest.

Polygamy marriages is the "in" topic these days too. Will you agree to a polygamy marriage? I'm sure most guys will say yes. They have nothing to lose with more than one wife at home right. Other than dealing with the occasional arguments and catfights, they have more than one woman to look at. I wouldnt say the same about the women though. Imagine sharing your husband with another woman, or maybe more than just one. However, I can understand why some women choose to accept polygamy marriages. IF (that's a very big if) all the wives are understanding and willing to compromise and accomodate, there will be harmony. The wives may even start treating one another like sisters, drawing the family closer together. But this dont happen most of the time, isnt it? Jealousy. Possessiveness. Which woman in the world does not possess this? Imagine your husband hugging another woman infront of you and still have the cheek to smile at you. I'll punch the both of them and dig their eyeballs out.

I dont agree on legalising polygamy marriages. It'll definitely bring about a lot of social problems. However just like gay and lesbian marriages, I'm not against them. It's their choice. If their comfortable about it, go ahead. I will not discriminate. Just dont start on the preaching and thinking of swaying me towards your choice. I wont bulge.

2008-04-16T01:33:00.005+08:00

While I was on the way out for tuition on Monday, I spotted a monkey next to my house. It was walking lazily next to me, totally unafraid of me. I stopped to stare at it, amazed that there's a monkey in my estate. My neighbour's boys came riding out on bicycles and joined me in the staring activity. Then, my mum opened the kitchen window and shouted for me to get away from it. Upon hearing my mum's frightening voice, the monkey climbed up my fence and into my garden! It started to climb up my guava tree (picture above). I shouted for my mum to close all the windows upstairs as I watched the monkey moving towards my roof. But my mum just kept standing at the window and shouting for me to get away. Hello? Who is nearer the monkey now? It's freaking in my house and I'm separated from it by a huge fence. I continue walking towards the bus stop when I saw the monkey advancing to my neighbour's house with their windows wide open. HAHAHAHA. The boys raced home to close the windows. Good luck to them. According to my mum, the monkey got tired of the boring estate and decided to head into the prison for a peep.

I was at esplanade library today with Dicky and Liyee when we heard loud bangs. My sis exclaimed, "FIREWORKS!!" "What fireworks?", I replied. "More like liondance or something." Then I turn around and saw this (look above). ... ... Okay. My mistake. We saw fireworks shooting out from the huge ferriswheel. Then it occured to me that today is the official opening of the Singapore's ferriswheel. Wow! It certainly looks fantastic. Will make it a point to try it someday... ... if someone is willing to sponsor me. =p

However, the highlight of the day has got to be this:

WE WILL ROCK YOU!!! A rock musical by Ben Elton featuring mostly Queen's songs. WOAH!! Though the plot was kinda "kiddish" but it was really funny. Amazing vocals, wonderful costumes and cool visuals. Galileo ( played by Mig) was the lead character of the musical. The moment I heard his voice, I knew I was in love. Such clear and strong voice. Though I couldnt see his face very clearly from where I was, his voice was enough to mesmerise me. Awww... You can check out Mig's album which is out in stores now. Liyee and I are considering of purchasing his album. Add it to my car!!!

The amazing thing is that everyone in the musical has DAMN good vocals. The one who played Killer Queen... OH MY GOD! Her voice is truly legendary. Li yee said that having just half of her powerful vocals is enough for her already. Hahaha. Killer Queen also has this necklace with her initials. It was so incredibly shiny, I was almost blinded by it a few times. Li yee thinks that "Victoria B." has better vocals than Galileo though.

If I'm not wrong, the musical will still be showing in SG for a few more days. Go check it out at sistic and see if seats are still available. It's definitely worthed watching when there's a student price of $50 only!!!!!!!! Yup, that's why the both of us "chiong" to get the tickets. We were amazed by the incredibly good deal.

2008-04-09T00:25:00.002+08:00

Hmm.. came across an article on men and make-up. More men these days are investing more in skincare and even cosmetics. Concealer, foundation etc, things that were once linked to women beauty. Some people (especially most men) will be disgusted by these powdered faces but seriously, does make-up put down a man's masculinity? Does it symbolises gayness?

Personally, a little face powder and concealer is fine with me, just dont cake up the whole face. A cakey face never work for anyone, even women. To think about it, a smooth and clear face does make a guy more attractive. Oh! One more thing! Eyebrows! I dont understand messy eyebrows. Why cant guys trim and shape their eyebrows? A pair of neat brows can seriously widen the eyes and put sparks in it. I am a sucker for nice eyes. =p

2008-03-19T02:33:00.012+08:00

My parents and I have been going around looking at cars.. Dad intends to get a smaller car cuz he finally realised that our current car is uselessly long. The front and back are damn long but not like it does much difference except making it sticks out at a parking lot. He has a few choices in mind but still has yet to come to a decision.

Toyota Corolla Altis

Honda Civic

Mazda 3 SP

Honda civic, Toyota Corolla Altis or Mazda 3 SP. I personally like the Mazda 3 but somehow I dont think it'll fit my dad. It's too young and sporty for a man like him. I think the civic suits him better. It's always good to have a sis who has connections with cars. Lotsa discounts and incentives. Heh.

Talking about my dad getting a car, he suggested these 2 if I'm getting a car as well. According to my sis (insider's info), there is a new jazz coming out in June/July. She said it's super nice and I can consider it. Hmm... I'll have to see it then. This current Mazda 2 is only 3 months old and it won the car of the year for dunno which award. Apparently the safety features are amazing. However, it actually cost the same as a MAzda 3 SP. Right...

Honda Jazz

Mazda 2 (the latest one)

I'm considering these models as well. Suzuki Swift are selling like hot cakes. I see plenty on the road. There must be something good about it, need to go check it out. Anyway the Suzuki Swift Sport looks fantastic.

Suzuki Swift

Nissan March is damn cute, but my sis and Don think it's damn ugly. Among all, I think this car and swift are the cheapest. Mazda 2 and Honda Jazz are about 10k more. Furthermore, I get staff discount from my aunt if I buy Nissan. A few k cheaper I think.

Nissan March

Enough about cars. Time to talk about me. Hahaha. I went to visit Raymond a few days ago. Thursday? I think so. Actually just wanted to cut bangs but in the end, decided to do a perm as well. I'm sure most people know by now, I like to try out weird styles with my hair. So this time I did a super perm. Hahaha. It's quite curly. My mum and youngest sis thought I was crazy. I look very different with my curls and bangs. Actually I think my curls are damn nice, it's just my bangs. It's so straight, it's weird. I'm thinking of doing sth to it.

It looks somewhat like that but the length is slightly shorter. Add the straight bangs in as well. I got so tired of straight long hair with the side parting. Every single lady in sg has that hairstyle. People say I look like korean now. Dots.. That was not my aim. I dont wanna look like korean. They're all plastics. Wonder what I should try next. I've permed, rebonded, cut short, dyed colour. The only thing left is to bleach and dye it blue black. But it'll most likely kill my hair. No. I'm not shaving bald.

2008-03-04T18:50:00.002+08:00

Sooooo.. I shall repeat what everyone else has said. We've finally graduated!!! The long awaited finale. I dont feel exceptionally happy or relieved, just a burden off my shoulder. *phew* Time to move on...

So after days of partying and holidaying and playing, now is the time to sit down and think. So what should I do in the meantime before I enter uni? Which uni am I going? hmm...

I've applied for certain jobs after I came back from Japan but they have yet to contact me. I'm not at all in a hurry to get a job or anything. It's kinda rare that I actually have time on my hands to party. So if I cant seem to find any suitable opening for me, I shall just take this as a holiday that I should have taken years ago. More time for nonsense as it seems.

My dad is so eager to see me into NUS that he made outrageous promises. He told me he will get me a car and pay for my petrol if I enter NUS. It sounds totally cool and all, but com'on, petrol is ex. How long will he be willingly to pay for it? Furthermore, NUS is most likely not gonna give me much exemptions. Bristol has already accepted me and is willingly to give me 2 years for honours. Next prey is Aussie uni. Let's see what they say. I never know, I might just get my car or find myself shipped off to China for the double degree with NTU. We'll see about that.

2008-02-04T21:54:00.000+08:00

Atonement is a really good drama/romance movie. It'll probably bore guys out since it's so literature-fied. The plot is easy to understand but I have no idea how it manage to get me glued to the screen. No wonder it won so many awards. Totally worthed watching.

Briony, the younger sister of the Tallis family saw her elder sister, Cecilia(Keira Knightley) making out with Robbie (James McAvoy), their housekeeper's son. She was only 13 that time and totally misunderstood the whole situation. She somehow reported him and got him caught. After being taken away, Robbie chose to enter the army instead of the prison. He was sent to France to fight the war. Cecilia, on the other hand, left the Tallis family to work as a nurse. She made Robbie promised that he will come back to her.

Briony grew up and worked as a nurse as well. She never got over the guilt of being the one who caused Cecilia and Robbie so much pain. The story continues on how the 3 of them continue to live their life due to one stupid misunderstanding. And it ends with an elderly Briony being interviewed.

The whole misunderstanding is stupid. Yet, I dont blame Briony. She was young and innocent. She thought Robbie as a pervert. Her crush on Robbie further escalated the whole situation. I just totally pity Cecilia and Robbie. The whole movie had this really subtle intensity going on constantly. You can feel the agony. The guilt that Briony has to live with her entire life. The longing that Cecilia and Robbie had for each other. It was the love and promise that kept the both of them alive in the times of war and unrest.

2008-02-01T20:36:00.000+08:00

Alright, I know I shouldnt be talking about this.. It's wrong and I should be giving them some slack.. But I still need to say this, STUPID CELEBS!! What were they thinking of letting edison take their pictures?! I mean this sort of private things should only be remembered in the BRAIN, not on some video or pictures. See now! These pictures got leaked out. Thanks to careless Ed most likely.

What they did was not illegal. I mean celebs are entitled to their own private sex lives. They're not saints, they're human like us. BUT they should always remember that they are celebs and every move they take is being watched by millions. SOOOOOOOO..... Dont take pics or vid while having sex!!! They can get leaked out. Seriously, I thought Paris Hilton was a fine example.

Advise to celebs: please, kindly destroy all evidence now (if you have) before they get leaked out as well. DO IT NOW!

Edison, Gilian, Jolin, Elva and Rosanne are so screwed. I think the impact for the rest will not be so much. The 5 of them are gonna be hit the worse. SO SO SO SCREWED.

2008-01-29T20:03:00.000+08:00

I was reading this article about what women should never say to a man and what men should never say to a women. And I came across this really funny one. A man should never ask a woman: "So, when are you due?" This is called plain stupidity. Can you imagine if the woman turns around and say, "I'm not pregnant." I think the guy needs to dig a hole and bury his head in the ground. Dont ever ask this question unless you are really sure that the woman is carrying.

2008-01-22T15:16:00.000+08:00

I got bored again. Hahaha. Anyway after doing some research on 'moleosophy' last night, I got interested in feng shui thingy. Though there are obvious doubts about the truth behind it but I think it's kinda fun. This is what I found:

My personal chinese zodiac:

Your animal sign is Rabbit

Your year name is Ting Mao

The virtuous female Rabbit.

Tactful, considerate, virtuous, sensitive, thoughtful and eager to please, you are a lady who works at friendships and tries not to be the messenger with bad news. Appearances are everything to you. You will never be the one to air the family’s dirty laundry in public. You treasure social acceptance and may be thought of as a social climber, at times turning out to be the snobbish wife behind the successful man (really meh?). You may look feminine, humble, inconspicuous, shy and sentimental (they said LOOK, it's not the truth..), but your instincts are based on the saying ‘survival of the fittest’. Thus, you are seldom outrageous, obvious or aggressive. You are sensible, you hate surprises and you play the game according to the rules. An excellent listener, you will make others around you comfortable. However, you are also the most materialistic among the other animal signs. When you set your cap on a man, he will indeed be the proverbial ‘lucky’ man who will have the support of a home-making wife. (seriously, I rather work than stay at home)

The fire female Rabbit.

Outgoing yet more distant, reserved and haughty than your Rabbit sisters, you would be great at relationships and image building. You are so good that you can smile while you crush your enemy. (scary...)

I think it's damn funny about what they said about me. Especially the last sentence. Am I that evil? Maybe. Hahaha.

2008-01-22T01:44:00.000+08:00

I got damn bored of studying so I decided to do something lame. I went to find out what my moles meant. It's actually quite interesting, some are true but some are weird. Whatever, it's just to kill time anyway.

Above right eye: good luck to my husband. Another states that i love travelling and activities.

Below left elbow: unlikely to keep secrets. Love to talk.

Right Hip: Handsome husband. BLessed with good looks myself.

Back of left hand: earning lots of money

Finger: dishonest, tends to exaggerate

Left knee: need to work extremely hard to succeed in life.

Right and Left shoulder: popular and efficient in life. dont lack work and is at demand at social events. likely to hold high position with responsibilities to match.

Back of right arm: love and marriage dilemmas.

Back, right side: lack of ambition, indecisive, tendency to prevaciate. spouse luck.

Wah lao.. I have damn alot of moles.. hahaha

2008-01-14T21:54:00.001+08:00

YESHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! FYP IS OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! HUrray!!!!

Time is going to pass very quickly now. The next thing I know, I've graduated. Preparing for Uni entry. I'm happy yet at the same time, WHY IS TIME MOVING SO FAST?! With a blink of an eye, I'll be lying on my death bed. Argh, crap. Why am I being so pessimistic?

So... now that FYP is over, it feels incredibly weird. It feels weird to be so carefree when I have been burdened by that crap for months. It's getting uncomfortable. I need to start finding something to do. I've passed the burden of SPTC to shengye so there's nothing there for me as well. Sigh, it's good to be free yet it feels weird.

I was registered into a presentation boot camp against my will on saturday. Being tortured for almost the entire day. What a way to spend the day when I hit the big 2. But I was still very happy and really touched when I found out that my friends had planned a 'surprise birthday party' for me. So sweet.. Awww... Hahaha. Thanks guys! I really appreciate it. It was very reassuring to me.

2007-12-13T22:11:00.000+08:00

I miss my furry buddy. Every single time i flip open my phone, I'll see him staring at me with that signature naughty face. It makes me wanna hug and squeeze the life out of him. I miss him so much. I always look out for him when I arrive back home, but there will be nothing waiting for me now. It's so incredibly weird. It feels so empty. Something huge is missing in my life. Or rather, in every one of ours. My mum stares at the place he used to lie. My dad no longer wants to sit in the garden during his daily drink. Happy is the only thing my parents talk about these days. My dad wants to get a new dog yet at the same time he doesnt. It's the same for me. I need something to fill up the space that is now gone yet at the same time, I want his memory and presence to stay on. I know if we were to get a new dog, it'll be unfair to him. We'll definitely compare him to Happy.

Dad wants a english cocker spaniel again. So does mum. She even wants to name him Happy. LiYee and May want a cavalier king charles spaniel. I'm fine with any breed of dog, just not another english cocker spaniel. It will feel like a replacement if we get the same breed. Happy can never be replaced. He's very special to me. He's my baby.

2007-12-07T22:48:00.000+08:00

there are many things in life that are important to me, especially those people that i love. most of the time they are just there filling up time and space in your life. feeling like they are supposed to be there and will always be there. not really paying them much attention or time, until they are no longer there. the little things you do that can make such a huge difference, but you never did it, until it's too late. complaining and pushing the blame, thinking that they are a hindrance and a dread. wishing that you are the one that will be gone; wishing that you did the things you should have done; wishing that you said the things that you should have said, when they are gone.

growing up is so painful. i wish i can turn back the time. go back to the time when i had no worries, no pain, no lost. as the days go by, people around me start leaving this world. i never truly knew what lost was back then. misplacing a toy is the greatest lost to me in those days. this is nothing to me now. the pain and hurt of losing someone so dear and close to me. the only one in the world that i dare to say i love him without holding back. the one i dote endlessly. the only one who truly understands me. is leaving me in a few days time. going to a world i cant go. to a place i hope he will be happy, and i know he will. because he's happy.

life is cruel. how many times must i go through this cycle? i dont know if i can do it again. losing your best friend after every decade. how many heartbreaks can my heart take before i break down? yet, a part of me acknowledged the truth. it is inevitable for me. it wouldnt take long before another cycle begins.

maybe it's my fault. i know it's going to happen at the end of the whole thing but i thought i will be brave enough to face it. i did it once, and i assumed i could do it again. no... i didnt make assumptions, i can do it. but yet it's just a false front, people will never know the pain i feel. because they are not watching their best friend dying of kidney failure and just stand there, unable to save him. watching him suffer is so painful, i dont want to go home, dont want to think about him. it makes me cry.

2007-11-18T00:57:00.000+08:00

Awww.. Happy was sick today. He has been eating little the last few days which is totally unlike his greedy self. I thought it was just the change of food. But he vomitted and laosai today. Poor boy. Must be that stupid food. We bought him another brand today. He gobbled it up like it was the best food in the world. I swear it's that stupid brand that made him sick. STUPID PEDIGREE. I'll never get it for my dog ever again! I think he felt better after eating the new food. He was wagging his tail and running around like some mad dog again. Phew~

I just wasted my entire day writing my FYP report. Madness. I've yet to start on the project scope and, materials and methodology and we've already hit like close to 30 pages. It's an encyclopedia in disguise. But somehow as you keep on writing, you just cant seem to stop. You go on and on until your eyes hurt and you can no longer feel your fingers. Fine fine, label me insane, nerdy, geeky, whatever you wish.

I realised that I havent camera-whore in ages. The latest picture I have of myself is... ... I dont even know. Just great. After awhile I'll totally forget how I look like.

It doesnt hurt as much when you walk away. It was the memories. The finals of it. The regret. Soon, I'll be the one leaving. To stay will be irresponsible of me.

2007-10-27T22:25:00.000+08:00

There was a pseudo-bar in bus 5. This is the second time that I took this bus. A really funky concept. It probably cost f&n a bomb to advertise like this though. I think this bus sits fewer people.

Woke up at 7.15 this morning. I was contemplating if I should go for the class outing. I dont actually need the CCA points and I was in need of sleep. But I got out of bed anyway. Talking about discipline.

Luckily I called HanHuei before I left the house. The outing was going to be delayed for 45min due to the wet weather. I took bus 5 to novena anyway, didnt have anything to do in that 45 min. In the end, I was late. Hahaha. As usual.

Cant believe we walked for 10.5km. The most difficult part was actually the steep slope towards the treetop bridge. Xavier and Dominic were actually racing up that stupid slope. Kenny was whining and yelling when Xav started to sway the bridge sideways. Chicken. HanHuei's legs were trembling at the end of the walk. Weakling. HAHAHAHAH. =p Xav, Ben Yang and me ended the trail with a jog. Didnt expect it to be so fast if we actually jog. Maybe we should have done that earlier so we can end it before the weather started becoming really warm and humid.

Swensens for lunch. Period.

Couldnt get a good rest upon returning home. Whole family was up and running. Fixing selfish may's new humongous bed and moving lilian's stuff to my room. It's so unfair. Why do I have to take may's old bed and she gets the new one? She's the smallest among us and she has the biggest bed. Imagine lilian and me are the bigger ones and we're sharing the smallest room while liyee and may are the smallest and they have the HUGE room. My dad is biased.

Damnit. I dont want to share my room with anyone. IT'S MINE! Stupid naggy queen. Just 1 second upon moving in, she had to nag at me. There goes my peace.

2007-10-22T15:16:00.000+08:00

You know how much I detest all things wet and slimy and wriggles. Oh gross. Just talking about it is enough to make my hair stand on ends. The sight of earthworms are horrid. The instinct reaction is to get something to cover it and hopefully kill it while it was at it. Parasites practicals were hell of a nightmare. I tried to pretend I was brave. I hope I was.

The worse thing is I have this really bad feeling that lizard is on active mode again. Oh no! Just like what I told some of my pals, it has this cycle thing going on. It goes on and off every now and then. How can I tolerate this kind of...... I dont know... ... thing? Some told me I got to feel honoured and all. Seriously if you think it's such an honour, you can have the lizard's attention for all I care. Take it, it's free. Some will think I'm mean and all, but I've been giving in a lot these past few years. What more do you want from me?

On a lighter tone, I wanted to post some really funny pictures of my youngest sis here. However, I found out that she actually reads my blog. She'll kill me if I post them. My camera is on repair mode right now. Sony things keep breaking down. I wonder why.

He was irritated with me cuz I was swinging his treat in his face and refused to give it to him. He wants to bite me! hahaha!

2007-10-14T00:18:00.000+08:00

I was just looking through the pictures that I have in this computer and this is what I found.

HanHuei being irritated after getting high.

Dicky being killed by a pillow.

Crystal and her signature "stoning".

Those were taken at Crystal's place during Xmas. We went nuts that day. I think I almost died of laughter after watching Dicky's version of moonwalk and mission impossible.

So our babies are growing up fine. They have differentiated into macrophages and soon will become foam cells. That's a big sigh of relief. I was so worried for them.

Wednesday:
So PS made me and crystal go down for a presentation on our ITP, telling us that we just need to answer some questions. Apparently we had to come up with a presentation on the spot. Fortunately I had my laptop with me, otherwise we'll just die. FYP presentation was alright. Managed to scrape through it somehow. Though I think PS was being kind when he commented on us. I think we weren't exactly that good. I had a headache even before all the presentations, I dont know how I managed to get through all that nonsense and still go for boardgames with the gang after that. Xavier is one hella fast thinker. He won most of the games with amazing speed. Damnit. We have to play strategy games in future, no more reaction games.

2007-10-02T22:48:00.000+08:00

My fantastically shiny 2-month old sony walkman just died on me. JUST GREAT. I feel as if I was cheated tons of money for that junk. Even the repair guy couldnt tell me what was wrong with it. He claimed that he never come across a player which refused to even switch on. I have to say goodbye to my precious player for a week as it is being shipped to the maintenance workshop. The earliest that I can get it back is on monday. HOWAMIGOINGTOSURVIVETHETRAINRIDE?????????????!!!!!!!!!

Seriously. Tell me. I'm so restless, I need to be entertained all the time. Maybe I'll start banging my head on the door of the train like a lunatic to entertain myself for that ordious (<- I think I just came up with a new word of my own. Pronounced as or-di-es. Meaning tiresome) 40 minutes.

I'm so tired everyday. Pengsan. I spent hours in the lab trying to save my babies. Assignments and fyp work started to flood and I'm only into the 2nd week of school. I have to settle the SP Open. OK, that's a lie. I'm not doing much for this year's SP Open. But that's because I'm so busy, alright?

Even though I'm advancing to advance Jap soon. I think there's still much to practise and memorise. I need space and time to breathe. BREATHE. OK, I feel better now. I still cant find a Jap microsoft program. Argh.

I can feel my eyes closing.

2007-09-20T22:45:00.000+08:00

I just found out today after being informed by shikai that the hex video is on the net. Na said it wasnt showed on tv. Thank goodness. Hahaha. We were being our usual crazy and noisy-selves. So horribly embarrassing. Esther, you're the best! People who watched it said we were lame and corny. <-- quoted from geoshua.

I'm so bored. Trying to finish up the introduction to the report. My eyes are tired staring at the screen for so long. I dont know why but I have this annoying problem recently. My eyes get tired really easily after staring at the screen for some time. Well, not exactly my eyes but the muscle just above it. I dont think I hit myself on the head and not know about it. So I guess it must be caused by tired eyes, but I never had this problem. Urgh..

I just uploaded some videos into my player. It's so cool! It's like so clear and I get to watch all my favourite videos wherever I go. I know I'm slow. I got the player like during national day and I just started using the video function like recently. Wadeva! That's beside the point. My sony walkman is amazing other than the fact that it cant read anything other than english and I'm suffering from insufficient memory. I should have just gotten the 8 Gb or something.

Went to chinese garden with JC yesterday. Once again, I'm too lazy to post the pictures and all. So check out his blog if you wanna see some of the pictures he took. Watch rogue assassin as well. What can I say about the show... It's rather short. NC16. Predictable plot and ending. Devon aoki. Jet Li. I think you can guess the rest and most likely get them right.

My goduncle just passed away at 2.05pm on tuesday. He's been suffering from hepatic cancer aka liver cancer for about 8 months. When he was diagnosed, he was already in the terminal stage. I've visited him once in the hospital not very long ago. Didnt expect him to go so soon. Heard his condition worsen drastically in just 2 weeks. Life is so unexpected. He doesnt smoke nor drink. I dont feel as depressed as I did when my eldest uncle passed away. I cried my eyes out during the funeral at that time. I guess my goduncle is not as close to me but, I'm still sorry and sad that he had to go this early. He was a great and very nice man. His mother's favourite son, and she didnt even know he left before her, due to her dementia.

2007-09-17T22:39:00.000+08:00

I'm so freaking tired. I havent had decent rest since I came back from the polyforum cruise. There was gathering on both the weekends right after I came back on friday night. So I spent the whole weekend out when I should be trying to make up for the lost sleep.

Went to Settler's and MINDs on saturday and sunday respectively. I must sound like some boardgames freak huh. It wasnt intentional. Anyway, went to the NATAS fair held at expo on sunday with na and chyi. Amazing. Na is the most delusional person ever. She happily self-declared every good-looking korean guy is her boyfriend. Check out her latest boyfriend on her blog. I got to admit though, he can dance very well. Or rather, the entire group of bboys. Hahaha.. I swear she was stalking him after his performance. And you know what, I think he knew she was following him. Damnit, I was walking with her. He must have thought I was a stalker too. Argh..!

I'm getting fed-up. I cant seem to post any pictures. Damnit. I was going to post the picture I took with the ninjas. It's cool. Crap! I was wielding their sword.

Ultimate crap. Certain unknown enemies moved in with my babies. My babies are not growing because those stupid enemies are fighting for rooms and food with them. They're overcrowding the place. I hate contamination.

2007-09-08T23:22:00.000+08:00

oh yeah, polyforum is over! ok, not exactly but at least I was not selected to present or something so I just need to focus on eating and playing on the cruise. hahaha.. that sounds like LTC to me. Damnit, I miss LTC. Time for another KingKong outing!

I'll be gone next week. Will be on the cruise from wednesday to friday, so dont bother to look for me. You wont be able to find me. I wonder if it'll be fun.. hmm.. I'm just going to eat like mad.. I can just imagine the cakes and all.. yum.. I cant wait..

I spilled liquid nitrogen all over my legs today.. hahaha.. but it wasnt anything serious. I think it kinda evaporated even before it reaches my legs. So there was this cooling effect, quite nice. My babies are growing so fast, it's so freaking cool. I think I'm kinda like addicted to them or something. I need to check them out every other day to make sure that they're happy. coolness..

2007-09-03T20:53:00.001+08:00

my mum is doing my hair for me now. hahaha. amazing. trying this new colour, light golden ash brown. it'll not be as brown as the colour i have on now. i got so tired of the typical colours, dont know what to try next.

i just realised that microsoft word actually has japanese. but it's only for a few phrases. i'm still looking for a japanese program for word.

i feel so much more relaxed now then a few weeks ago. the last few weeks were really hectic. with exams, polyforum and all. i was stressed out to the max. every single minute my mind is on work. even dicky said that i lost weight since he last saw me. that was probably the happiest thing i heard today. hahaha. prata is on me. =)

2007-08-16T03:05:00.000+08:00

Does anyone know any program that I can use to type Japanese in Microsoft Word? I've been trying to practise my Jap but I cant keep copying and pasting all the time.

This is so boring and tiring. Why do I have to study? I want to be free. Well, I'm glad that I only have 2 papers though. Not as much as the last semester. Hope I'll do better for my papers this semester. Though I think I'm kinda dead for my ICA modules. I can only bang on my GEMS. Hahaha.. That's like damn sad. I must do well for these 2 papers! I cant pull my GPA down. GanBatte!!

I agreed to do a salsa performance for Joy. 'WHAT?!', I know you must be thinking. Ya, I know. I have never done salsa my entire life. I dont even know if I'm capable of twirling around in those heels. I can just imagine the blisters on my feet. Ouch! It's definitely going to hurt.

Are dancers mad? That's what a friend told me at a club. He said that dancers are cool but they tend to go overboard when they are in a club. Well, I got to defend them. People go to the club to dance and let themselves loose. So it isnt surprising that dancers will go a little overboard when they enter a club. But you know, it's clubbing with dancers that is truly fun. I dont enjoy clubbing with people who are like statues or stiff. It's no fun.

2007-07-11T10:33:00.000+08:00

I realised that the last time I posted anything on this blog was 4 months ago. That is quite a long time, don't you think? I have yet to post anything since I came back from Hong Kong. How boring Singapore is, the moment I came back I had nothing to write about. Well, at least I've gotten my driving license. To speak the truth, I have no idea how I managed to pass the practical test. I guess luck was just on my side. =)

Life is getting really busy nowadays. I have to settle the tennis documents, FYP, Poly forum and regular schoolwork. I don't even have time to train for my upcoming NAPFA. I guess failing may not even be far of, considering the level of my standing board jump. *sigh* I can never jump far since NAPFA started in Primary 4 (or is it Primary 3?). I guess it's not that important, all I need to do is pass the test and I can forget about it.

My FYP is lagging behind time. *argh* Maybe I should threaten the supplier to send it to us earlier or I'll shall be a terrorist and bomb their place. I can't really start till those reagents arrive. The most I can do right now is to begin on my Introduction. I shall do that when I'm done with my last assignment.

I need to get back my old life. Those TK days. When I have work to do all the time. I have been slacking around and looking for entertainment since I came to poly. Poly life is seriously slack, even the people around me are so slack. I can't take it anymore. I can't get things done till they start being responsible and fulfill their parts. I can't possibly take on everything and I feel seriously unfair that I have to do most of the work or work that is way over my list of responsibilities. I need people working with me to be responsible and efficient. I'll get frustrated working with procrastinators. Not that I am not one myself, but I am sure there is a limit to it. However, some people are just superb. They can totally throw aside their duties to do nonsensical stuff. I meant set priorities! You can play as long as you get what you need to do done first or in time. Their attitude makes life difficult for me. I want to get things done so I have time for other things. I don't want to cramp everything together at the last minute. It's not going to give me the results I want. You can ignore and pretend you don't have a future, but please remember that I have mine.

2007-03-30T22:50:00.000+08:00

sometimes it gets tiring having to take note of everything that you do and say.. you cant say some stuff infront of certain people, cant do certain things.. it's annoying and tiring.. cant i jus let loose and jus speak my mind.. but there are petty people out there who will mind if you say something unpleasant.. i really appreciate people who i can be myself when i'm with them.. being able to laugh and make a fool of myself..

tell me.. why are SO.......................... sly? wad is ur problem? must everything be in your benefit? it's time to start thinking of others other den urself.. u aint that impt.. and i dun think very highly of you.. and my impression of you gets worse the more i noe you.. i cant believe i still have to face you.. but.. i can be equally or even more sly if i get down to it.. i'll figure a way to handle you.. dun worry bout it.. =)
oh.. btw.. if you're curious to know the truth.. be sure you can handle it.. jus an advice.. =) there's a reason why people say the less you know the better it is for you..

joshua chiang.. do u read my blog? i gt sth to tell you.. i'm not in sg la!! hahaha.. and i cant pop up at ur place anytime soon.. it's a lil impossible.. seriously.. unless u happen to read this, u'll still be stuck in my lie.. hahahha.. how can i b back in sg this early huh.. tsk tsk..

oohh.. we killed another mouse today.. this mouse is 6 mths old already.. so old.. his skin was like damn thick ah.. had a hard time cuttin thru it.. but today's the worse.. we practically dug out everything within it ah.. hahaha.. cuz yoggie bear jus gave us the mouse and left it to us to do wadeva we want.. den he went to do his stuff.. so we took out everything and place each organ into individual bottles filled with PFA to prevent it from rotting.. the mouse was literally hollow after we had enough with it.. i took videos and pictures.. i cant post them here.. i may jus scare the crap out of na.. hahah.. but i hope we can slice them and get very nice slides for staining.. den mayb i'll post my fantastic sections here.. those are not scary.. trust me..

2007-03-25T22:43:00.000+08:00

i had to fight with filipino maids every sunday when i go down to central.. they will flood the whole area and they literally camp everywhere.. they will place a mat on the floor and they jus crowd ard there to talk and eat.. crys says it sounds like a chicken farm.. we had to push our way thru the crowd jus to get ard.. they will still be there even when it's like 8 or 9pm.. dont they need to go home? lucky plaza is usually cleared out by the time it comes to 7pm.. maids here have alot of freedom dont they..
crys isnt feelin well.. she gt infected with the virus that her mum brought with her when she came to visit us.. poor girl.. now she's down with flu and cough.. sup to go see a doc but most of the clinics are closed on wkends.. think she's goin down tmr.. anyway insurance is gonna cover for it.. so y not..
seriously i'm goin nuts with the shoppin here.. my mum is gonna kill me.. u noe they have playboy stores here.. and they're havin a promotion so things are goin on crazy sale.. haha.. bought quite a few stuff already.. i bought a green bag for only S$80!! i'm goin mad liao..
there's an adidas warehouse here that offers stuff on 50% off.. so ya.. another shoppin spree.. the worse is dat u buy 5 items and above u get a further 30% off.. wad kinda money can they make from dat huh.. the store is quite small though.. and i think the stuff are from the previous seasons.. but who cares.. i bought a neon green windbreaker for myself.. haha..
crys's bf's uncle has an optical store here and he gave us discount for coloured contacts.. so i bought a pair of brown and another pair of green contacts.. the green looks great.. dint expect dat.. thot it'll look weird.. haha.. wads with me and green huh..
in case u're wondering if i went crazy over shoppin and forget bout u guys.. nono.. i bought tons of things for my frens as well.. i have 1 whole luggage filled with gifts for ppl only.. see.. i shop for ppl as well.. how nice of me.. =)
i've been killin mice so often.. i'm gettin immune.. not dat it affected me in the beginnin but i was quite taken back.. now? i jus cut.. i dun care already.. but the mice are so adorable at times.. esp those small lil ones.. but they can b super annoyin when they bite, pee and shit all over u.. they pee and shit when they're scared.. and those fierce ones bite real painful.. crys and me were thinkin of bringin back those dead mice since xav requested for them.. but we'll most likely have to put them in PFA 1st.. and stuff them in our luggage.. otherwise we cant pass thru custom.. and no, hh.. we're not gonna swallow them to pass custom..
the weather is gettin warmer here.. yeah! i dun have to wear so much now.. i miss all my razorbacks and tank tops.. cant believe i survive bout an entire mth wearin long sleeves almost everyday.. now i can chuck my jackets aside!!
i'm gettin bored in hk.. i'm seriously in need of human communication.. crys too.. we have only each other to talk too.. i miss my frens.. i wanna go back to sg already.. i'm afraid i'll get so desperate i'll start talkin to the table.. na, chyi n rach!! faster come down.. tabuleh tahan liao..

2007-03-09T22:55:00.000+08:00

i'm in hong kong now.. will be here from 23rd feb to 14th april.. i'm attached to hong kong university (HKU) at the faculty of medicine, dept of biochemistry.. it's actually quite fun here.. i'm here with crystal.. the weather is cold here.. it's about 12 to 20 dC.. it's esp cold when it rains and there's strong wind.. hahah.. u practically froze on the spot when the wind hits.. u can feel the wind blowing inside your jacket..
i'm currently stayin at one of the hostel at the uni.. well.. HKU campus is quite confusing.. there's 2 campuses which is about 5 min drive from each other.. yet u cant walk from one campus to the other.. so it's pretty annoying esp when i'm located at the smaller campus and i have to go down to the main campus if i need to settle certain admin stuff..
take this stupid internet for example.. i had some prob gettin it connected for the 1st few days.. after which we realised that we need to register our network cards with the HKU computer service centre b4 we can use it.. the thing is the computer centre is only open from 9 to 5.. and we're at the lab from 10 to 5.. so we have to wake up early in the morn to chiong down to the main campus and chiong back to the lab.. so frustrating.. we have to go down so many times and the stupid net is still not working in our rooms.. we have to sit at the pantry to use the net everytime.. we're still tryin to settle this prob.. hai.. irritating..
guess wad we're doing in the lab? hahah.. well.. we have a mentor.. angmoh one.. hahah.. we suspect he's from germany but we haven got ard to asking him bout it cuz he's quite quiet and shy.. he doesnt seem like he wanna talk much.. he's a master student doin his research at the lab.. he's the only angmoh there.. he's extremely patient and he feels guilty so easily.. until he makes us feel guilty for always making him wait and wastin his precious time.. he can finish all the work early but cuz of us he always had to stay late at the lab and even go back durin wkends to finish his work..
we're basically doing things like PCR, gel eletrophoresis, cell culture, mouse genotyping, dissecting mice, isolating organs and slicing organs.. we watched him cut off 4 days old baby mice heads and took out their brains to culture the neural stem cells.. hahah.. they were so cute originally but... u go imagine..! well.. we did some killing as well.. it's actually quite fun and not as gross as u may think.. when u're the one doing it u wont feel dat it's gross.. hahaa.. evilness.. well.. we may be doing other stuff i wont noe but i realised dat this is a really gd opportunity for me.. i really learnt a lot of things that i noe i might never have a chance to learn ever or easily.. there are a number of PhD students there as well.. mostly are from china but they are really nice.. some of them are quite funny.. they make us laugh.. hahah.. most of them are like in their late twenties or early thirties.. so they really treat us like 2 lil girls.. eg. one of the guys made us guess how many mice he kept in his tiny cage.. he practially forced us to guess a particular no.. dat was so lame..
we did some exploring and shopping.. but we have yet to get anything substantial.. mostly jus some neccessities.. hahah.. we've been to central area and kowloon.. we were thinkin of headin to macau, disneyland and victoria peak!! hahah.. we didnt take much pics though.. cuz always forget to bring it out with us.. =)

2006-12-24T02:01:00.000+08:00

yeah peeps.. i'm back from korea.. i'm not in the mood to blog bout it now.. damn tired.. jus look at the time now.. i need my beauty slp.. i uploaded the pics though.. if u wanna take a look at tons of snow and snowfall.. u can check it out under the links section.. i'll come back and blog bout it again someday.. too lazy now.. =)

2006-11-23T21:58:00.000+08:00

wah.. been some time since i last posted an entry.. guess i just had no time or not in the mood to post anything.. some stuff are not meant to b published to the world.. but usually these stuff are the ones that bother me the most and are probably the juciest gossips around.. hahaha.. irritating huh.. i wanna say but cant say anything while u wanna noe but wont noe.. so let's just forget bout it and focus on sth else yeah..

going to HK for my attachment.. going with crystal! yeah! let's make her wash all my clothes and cook my meals! hahaha.. i have a free maid for 2 mths.. yup.. i'll b gone for THAT long.. from the 23rd feb to 15th april.. dun miss me yeah ppl.. going to do cancer research.. heh.. sounds exciting.. but need to have crash course with ben yang.. oh no.. have to go thru all the neoplasm notes again.. sian diao.. haha.. i promise to put up all the pics that we take there k.. den u can all see my suffering there w/o proper living standards.. cuz i dun think crystal will do a gd job keepin the room clean.. i doubt i will as well.. hahaha.. we will suffocate in our heaps of clothes and probably burn the stove while attempting to whip out sth edible..

yeah! i gt my certificate of merit today! hahaha.. ppl are gonna kill me.. =p too bad..

2006-10-28T16:21:00.000+08:00

the otter is wavin at me.. hahah..

SEA OTTERS

aint they super adorable? we saw them at the nite safari last nite.. they are like the larger version of a hamster-seal.. hahaha.. one of them appeared at the animal show.. the way he ran into onto the stage was so cute.. crystal and me were holdin each other from running onto the stage to grab the otter and run off.. heh.. at the end of the show the whole family of otters came out.. omg.. i really wanna keep them as pets but i noe they deserved to b in the wild.. so both of us made a promise that when we become rich we will adopt the otters at the zoo.. hahaha.. so they belong to us somehow..

otter are actually relatives of the weasels and skunks.. but they live in the sea or river.. so they mainly feed on seafood such as clams, crabs, snails etc.. they can only grow up to 1.2m in length and they usually weigh up to 23kg for females and 32kg for males.. the otter can float on its back in the waters and use it's chest as a dinner table.. so cute rite..

look at this otter.. swimmin on its back with sth in his hands..

the otter reachin out for a handshake..

tiny baby otters!!

aww.. look at these adorable little things..

2006-10-26T20:25:00.000+08:00

i'm furious with my parents now.. jus wanna go on ranting and ranting without stoppin.. i hate it when everything is planned out and they suddenly wanna change plans.. and their reasons are always so dumb.. u jus need to readjust certain things and u can get everything back on track.. but the problem with my parents are that they are too inflexible.. they dont wanna change their lifestyle or their mentality.. still stuck in the ancient times.. get a life ah.. be flexible and change when u need to.. some minor adjustments and voila.. we're back on our plans.. but my super paranoid mum who worries bout everything and anything.. who refused to accept the fact that we're no longer kids runnin around in diapers.. she has to worry bout every single thing.. com'on.. the result why ur heart is not in gd shape is bcuz u worry too damn much.. omg.. and my dad is a one big stubborn ass.. he wun do anything out of the book and b a little flexible so everyone is happy.. he has to do wad he thinks is right and proper.. this makes everyone upset.. great.. now my entire plan is ruin.. all thanx to them.. and my stupid sis..

2006-10-17T21:59:00.000+08:00

i've been wondering this for quite some time.. would you rather be super pretty/handsome or sizzling hot?

hmm.. but wads your definition of good looking? i think it differs with each individual's perspectives.. sometimes i think this particular girl is pretty but my frens will say she look like monkey or sth.. den there are times when my frens go crazy over this guy and i dont find him attractive in any way.. weird huh.. but there are also some people who gets unanimous nods dat they're good looking.. for example fiona xie.. alrite.. i'm not like a big fan of hers but i gotta admit she's pretty..

how do you define hot den? being sexy and all? or jus plain but with a damn good body? or the unbeatable confidence? hmm.. so wad is it dat makes angelina jolie so hot? i personally think it's her confidence.. the fact dat she looks gd and she fairly well knows it.. haha.. the thing here is some people who are very hot but they're not at all pretty or handsome in anyway.. they're not born with 'the face'.. yet people are still attracted to them.. is it their style? i wanna noe..

not dat i'm trying to b hot or good-looking.. i dont need to.. i'm both already.. hahaha.. *bish!* <- kenna whacked

btw.. i'm really interested to noe wad you people think.. which would u rather be? how u define those 2 terms? hmm..

oh.. of cuz there'r people who are neither.. but we're obviously not gonna discuss bout them.. yeah.. leave those people alone.. they're sad enough.. *bish* <- kenna whacked again

2006-10-11T21:48:00.000+08:00

i was looking thru the pics in my com and i was amazed at how much we changed over the years.. i almost died laughin at our old pics..

(some of the pics are appettite killers.. if u have jus eaten, dont scroll down.. u may not be able to bear the consequences.. i will not b held responsible for the mess u will make in front of ur com..)

we were young, innocent... and disgustingly ugly as well..

omg.. our hair back then were.....gross

WE WERE THIS UGLY?! why didnt we jus kill ourselves then?!

why didnt anyone tell me i was this fat?!

but..we still had our 'glam' times.. alrite.. once in long long while at least..

we grew up and i guess we dont look so bad anymore.. (i hope.. *cross fingers*)

however, no matter how much we changed physically.. our friendships still stay strong through the years.. and the years to come.. =)

*hex is most prob gonna kill me after reading this..*

2006-10-11T21:02:00.000+08:00

WARNING:

THIS POST CONTAINS LOTSA PICS.

the guys were having tons of fun on ladies' nite at dxo..

my grandma and me at my distant cousin's wedding..

the king kong tribe at LTC 06 @ redang.. had so much fun..

our regular he[X] gathering..

realised i haven uploaded pics on my blog for quite some time.. u people most probably forgot how i look like or something.. haha.. so i've decided to upload some of the pics dat i've taken recently..

2006-10-09T10:17:00.000+08:00

yeah.. my next biostats lecture.. yes.. boredom has begun..

boredom kills....

killed..

2006-10-04T10:36:00.000+08:00

alright.. supposed to be having biostats lecture now.. but what the heck.. this is boring.. doing some probability distribution thing.. hahaha.. only half an hour has passed.. i still have one and a half hour left.. damnit.. i think this is one of the most boring module.. alright.. all modules are boring..
we had clinical chem prac yesterday.. as usual with all cchem prac.. there's venipuncture.. well.. we did it before durin haematology prac so it wasnt that bad.. but i've only done it once before yesterday.. and it wasnt successful.. hahaha.. i collapse zy's vein the other time.. this time i drew xavier's.. well.. i think i went past the vein.. hahah.. insert the needle too deep.. but at least he said it wasnt painful.. xav took mine.. pretty successful but he pulled it out because he thot there wasnt any blood.. in the end, there was.. he's quite pro.. it's not painful and it has somehow healed..
sigh.. someone is so blur he doesnt even know the time of the day.. hahha.. time to stay focus dude.. =p

2006-09-23T21:06:00.000+08:00

sup to be out havin family dinner.. cousin's bday.. however, she happily fell sick today.. too much partyin last night i reckon.. tsk tsk.. havoc man.. hahaha.. so reservation at restaurant was cancelled last minute and i'm stuck at home now.. not dat i cant go out for dinner.. but seriously do u think i wanna have dinner with my dad? ppl who noe me well shld noe the answer..

well.. jus got back from pulau redang yesterday.. wow.. u cant believe how much fun i had there.. to think i was still ponderin whether i shld go jus a few weeks back.. hahaha.. fortunately i dint make a mistake..

we travelled all the way into m'sia and to merang jetty which is at terranganu <- (i think dats how u spell it) by coach.. it sucks.. we freakin took 9 hrs and the ride was horrid.. the 2 indian drivers cant stop yakkin away the entire night and i was sittin jus behind them.. i was in desperate need of slp and it was freakin noisy.. when we arrived at merang jetty, the 1st thing on my mind was to get a shower.. it was practically chantin in my head.. cant stand not showerin the entire night.. i felt disgustin..

pulau redang is beautiful.. with the clear clean blue waters.. wah.. it was breathtakin with all the rocks and soft sand.. sth u will nv see in singapore, no matter how hard they try to import sand into sentosa..

the rest of the days were spent playin games and havin lotsa activities.. buildin sandcastles, camera whorin, dance, cheer nonstop, run ard, swim in the sea (i need to emphasize on the clean clear blue waters), eat and eat.. hahaha.. i cant possibly include every single details in here.. we came back on cruise.. the ship is huge.. if only we had more time on the ship.. i would have explored everything.. too bad.. we only have like a day on it.. but i still enjoyed the time i had..

i had tons of fun.. i made lotsa wonderful, supportive, fun and havoc friends.. which is totally awesome.. it's the best thing dat came out from this camp.. the friends dat i've made dat is.. i gained experience of a lifetime.. though there will b another LTC next yr, i'm not sure if i'll b goin.. or it will b as fun as this.. =)

2006-09-12T14:08:00.000+08:00

actually i have no idea wad i'm doing here.. i dont have anything to blog about.. jus kinda bored today.. finally i'm off from work.. at least for today.. been workin my ass off the past weeks.. phew.. but at least my holidays been productive.. worked, shop, club etc.. there's time to slack and work.. hahaha.. den i'm off from singapore next week.. yeah! some nonsense cruise thing..
i'm kinda irritated by the exam results thing.. i have this sch briefing on the same day the result is released.. damnit.. so basically i'll be dying with anxiety in sch and there's nothing i can do about it while the rest of the sch population goes crazy with their results.. oh crap.. den everyone's phones will be bursting from calls while i cant give my frens any answer.. wah seh.. this is frustrating jus thinkin bout it..
i'm stuck to this jap song.. the lyrics is so meaningful eh.. hahaha.. i'm dying to go to japan.. but my parents prefer to go korea instead at the end of the year.. for the sake of lower expenses and snow-ski.. fine.. i'll demand to go japan next year den.. btw.. anyone wants to take jap courses with me? heh..

2006-08-17T21:41:00.000+08:00

i just watched the Singapore Idol Results Show.. i'm no a huge fan of S.I but i kinda catch it on tv once in awhile if it happens to be on air when i switch on my tv.. omg.. was i pissed.. it once again showed how singapore audiences' heads are only filled with coconut water.. they threw out matilda, apparently the contestant with the strongest voice in the competition.. and they kept that disgusting joakim.. dots.. i begin to wonder what singaporeans are thinking..
matilda though she's not some hot babe or anything, she has the voice to make up for it.. yes.. as what ken said, she might not have the x-factor, but what the heck.. her voice is strong and her performance on stage is pretty good.. joakim on the other hand, sometimes it's unbearable to watch him on stage.. in simple terms, he cant sing for nuts.. he cant hold his tune, pitch and every other thing.. he jus sound like any typical singaporean going to kbox.. another thing, he looks like a monkey on stage.. forever jumping around, making himself look so ridiculous.. and to think he is still in the competition thus far.. staying in top 6.. singaporeans are both deaf and blind..
i begin to think that singapore audiences do not have their own sense of taste.. they just follow the crowd.. if the singer looks good, it doesnt matter if he sound like some chicken with throat infection.. all the girls will love him.. that is so incredibly shallow.. worse, sometimes the singer dont even look good, cant sing, zero charisma and cant perform (in the case of joakim), we wonder why the girls just love him.. what happen to the word 'talent'? in the music industry, isnt able to sing well the first priority? so now the world have shift their focus to looking like a fool an 'in' thing? if that's the case, i dont wish to be part of that ridiculous and shallow world..
another thing i dont understand, why does singaporeans not support the local music scene? i dont think we're that bad.. if we have talents like stefanie sun, tanya chua, jj and electrico, this means we aint that bad afterall.. furthermore, i heard and seen worse artistes.. for example, f4, 5566 and all that kind of crappy voices.. i shall not start with the 183 club that i saw on tv the other day.. they scare me.. ya.. and all that kind of 'kawaii' girl groups that are emerging..
however, local artistes will never make it big unless they make it big somewhere else first.. like in the case of stefanie sun and jj.. apparently they had to make it big in taiwan before they were accepted in singapore.. how ridiculous is this man.. singaporeans dont even support their own people.. and they complain that the local music scene is not good enough.. that's because the people dont even support them to begin with.. without sufficient funds and support, how do u expect the local artistes to survive? just think of the number of albums u have at home.. how many are overseas artistes and how many are local artistes..
oh.. sorry for the extremely long post.. i just need to complain.. singapore has too many airheads..

2006-08-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

i noe i shldnt be here.. oh.. but wad the heck.. i need a break as well yeah.. i'm only human.. ok.. actually the break started early this morn all the way to now.. jus read the notes.. glance abit here and there.. aiya.. dun care already.. it's only environmental science (this bloody module is actually 4 credit units?!?!) .. oh.. wadeva..

someone shot me pls.. i'm actually feelin super dooper happy over the slightest things.. this is abnormal.. i need an antidote..

hehehehe

see.. dats wad i meant.. i'm goin insane everytime i think of it.. na!!!! i need saving here..

damn.. this is so not me..

2006-07-11T23:05:00.000+08:00

YOZ YOZ YOZ!!! I'M BACK TO POST!!

hahahaha.. been really busy k peeps.. cant blame.. need to work on wkends, jammin on sunday, training twice a wk (ok.. sometimes once), tests once a wk, report still waitin for me to do, shoppin b4 GSS is over and all the normal tutorials and assignments.. u see.. how can i be free? dun even have time to hang out with frens can.. where got time to post? so na stop complainin.. ster must stop aimin at me to go clubbin..

i must b a full time nerd / mugger.. exams are comin!!! arhhhhhh.. yup yup.. i dunno a single crap ben yang was talkin bout today.. wah seh.. damn best.. even revision is like speedtrain with him.. every thing is zoom zoom wan.. den i'm forever in lala land playing chess with the... i dunno who.. during elango, isabel, xuxu, greg poi (wah piang.. one day must kill greg poi.. almost minus our marks), joshua sng's lectures.. best.. dats like 90% of my time in sch.. but how come i still dunno how to play chess?

i'm so broke this mth.. hai.. due to the crazy shoppin spree.. bought like 2 espirit tops, 1 dorothy perkins, 1 nike top, 1 joop top, 1 black pants, 1 oxidised bracelet, 1 rose earrings.. cant rmb wad else i bought.. madness la.. spent all my salary already.. oh no.. sup to save!! but hor.. i haven gone shoppin in a million yrs.. so spoilin myself once in awhile is fine la hor.. heh.. but for the rest of the mth must eat grass already.. zhiyang bringin me to the plot of land near his place to let me graze the area.. he wants to be my shephard and use twig to poke me while i'm happily grazin..

dots.. omg.. i have the lamest frens ard..

People Envy Your Confidence

You have the attitude and self esteem to take on anything. Failure is beyond not an option for you - it doesn't even cross your mind.

People envy your ability to take on any challenge ... and they're secretly afraid you think you're better than them. You don't. You're just sure of yourself.

What Do People Envy About You?

2006-06-30T22:58:00.000+08:00

No Promises

Hey baby, when we are together,
doing things that we love.
Every time you're near I feel like I'm in heaven,
feeling high
I don't want to let go, girl.
I just need you to know girl.

I don't wanna run away,
baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight,
I just wanna die in your arms
Here tonight

Hey baby, when we are together,
doing things that we love.
Everytime you're near I feel like I'm in heaven,
feeling high
I don't want to let go, girl.
I just need you to know girl.

I don't wanna run away,
baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight,
I just wanna die in your arms

I don't want to run away,
I want to stay forever,
thru Time and Time..
No promises

I don't wanna run away,
I don't wanna be alone
No Promises
Baby, now I need to hold you tight,
now and forever my love
No promises

I don't wanna run away,
baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight,
I just wanna die in your arms

I don't wanna run away,
baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight,
I just wanna die in your arms
Here tonight.

check out the video.. super nice.. =)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RffhJVBVdro&search=shayne%20ward%20no%20promises

2006-06-26T15:29:00.000+08:00

yeah!! i'm back to post..

wanted to post during the wkends but didnt get the time to do so.. was so freakin angry.. i think my blood temp almost reached 100dC.. nearly brain damage.. my dad la.. irritate the shit out of me again.. he should be damn glad dat he's my dad.. i give him face only ah.. if not i would have conspire against him ages ago.. urgh.. my mum's the saddest.. she still has to spend her remaining days stuck with this pigheaded man who stubbornly always think he's right.. he just cant seem to accept any other views and opinions.. his are the right ones.. ours are all wrong because he's the boss..

%##&%^*&( urgh....................!!! i bet he'll fail CRS module if he was ever to have to take it.. he freaking generalised everything.. ALL people who have a certain trait are ALL the same.. eat shit ah.. cant imagine we started the whole bloody argument just cuz i was concerned and ask him to cut down on smokin.. den we started arguing.. i swear i'm not gonna sit down and have a proper dinner with him ever again unless i really have to such as special occasion.. we'll jus end up arguin again.. stupid pigheaded man!! he still dare to say that the only failure i have in life is dat i always think i'm right.. u shld have seen mine and my mum's looks.. com'on la.. he's talkin about himself can.. he's the one who always thinks he's right.. wad shit sia..

ok.. i've thought about it.. think most likely i'll change over to xavier's place to work frm nxt mth onwards.. hai.. but i kinda like working here.. got so used to it already.. and my bosses are nice to me somore.. hai.. nvm la.. people are selfish anyway.. we always do wads best for us..

2006-06-18T13:48:00.000+08:00

fine fine. i'm back to blog.. been busy.. haven got time to nua~ out everyday.. hardly been able to use the om.. only at nite.. and only for awhile cuz my dad will start naggin at 11pm.. den he'll sit behind me and fall aslp.. he stubbornly refused to go to slp.. cuz he wans to take the modem up to his room at midnite.. so we have to stop using and go to slp.. but we're equally stubborn.. my sis has an extra modem!! hahaha.. we can jus connect it back after he goes to slp.. wad can he expect from us? he shldnt b surprised.. we're his daughters afterall.. stubbornness runs in the genes.. muahahaha..

i dunno wad to blog about leh.. alrite.. i puke my guts out on thurs nite.. after drinkin 2 glasses.. wad the ****?! 2 glasses?! yes.. i think i wasnt exactly feelin well on dat nite i guess.. this is the least i ever drank and the 1st time i puke.. sth is seriously wrong with me.. cuz i gt the rash thing again.. hai.. ster la!! u and ur vietnam virus.. my immune system haven gt rid of it yet.. it's like some opportunist u noe.. den i must 24/7 remain healthy otherwise the virus will pop out again..

ya.. someone offered me sth.. dunno leh.. i wanna do it yet i dun wanna do it.. if i gt the deal.. i'll make money.. if i dun, at least it'll b fun.. but.. it isnt exactly the most comfortable thing to do.. it needs a lot of guts.. tons of it.. and it may have consequences..

2006-06-11T13:33:00.000+08:00

cant understand y my blogger is always in chinese.. wads wrong with this stupid thing?

alrite.. i'm back to blog again.. for now..

been really busy lately, guys.. sorry if i did the disappearing act.. had to work la.. den still need to do my reports which actually i haven even started one bit.. den e-learnin.. aiya.. also haven finish doin.. sian la.. pity me k.. i'll try to cut down my workin days den.. i'll go talk to my boss.. =)

eh crys.. when r u free? i need to go buy the contacts soon.. go do ur hair at the same time la k.. contact me when u see this..

eh hex.. sorry babes.. haven meet up with all of u since ster came back.. so sorry.. though i saw mo last nite.. and i pretend i dunno wad day it is today.. hahaha.. i noe la.. i memorise all the dates in my brain already.. take up so much space sia.. so meet up on mon or tues? contact me k.. =)

2006-06-04T13:40:00.000+08:00

there's seriously sth wrong w my blogger.. went haywire on me recently.. nvm la.. as long as i can post.. so the holi is here.. hmm.. got myself a job already.. muahahaha.. so gonna b busy.. =) i cant stand sittin at home aimlessly.. watchin the sch work pile on me and i'm too lazy to do.. so.. by makin myself busy.. i'll panic.. den i'll do my work.. yup yup..

yeah.. i'm finally gonna start my drivin lesson.. hahaha.. yes yes.. i noe i procrastinated like shit.. but hey.. i finally went to do it rite.. so b proud of me.. heh..

i forgot wad else i wanna blog about.. brain has begun to degrade the moment holidays begin..

i'm waitin to get struck by thunder bolt.. not literally..

2006-06-01T18:15:00.000+08:00

wah seh.. so long nv blog already.. no time and no chance.. all the stupid tests and my sis kept hoggin the laptop.. den i lazy to use the coms downstairs.. yup.. i dun feel like studyin pathology now.. so slackin ard.. i feel so much better consultin goat today.. at least i think i can go take the test already.. cuz he said it would b slightly easier den the tutorial and i can do the tutotrial so.. shld b fine la hor.. no need study so hard.. somore last day of sch leh.. dun make me work my brain.. later fried den holidays cant have fun liao..

anyway i AM prayin dat i will have time to play ah.. need to FINALLY go take my drivin lessons.. i've been procrastinatin like sai ah.. den need to do the dancin thing.. den me and crys thinkin of lookin for jobs.. den i damn scared the stupid research thingy will take up my entire holiday.. i hope not.. pls pls.. jus let it b like ITP.. go there and pour agar.. dun make it like ideas.. cuz if it is.. it'll b like fyp la.. den i have to do double fyp?! pang sai.. and if they make me go thru this crap.. they better write sth nice on my cert or sth.. later i do all this den for no use.. so waste time..

think i'll change my blog skin durin holidays.. ppl kept complainin they dunno how to enter my blog.. it's so easy la pls.. den cant read the words properly also.. too small.. okok.. i'll do sth bout it..

2006-05-21T20:38:00.000+08:00

cant stand ppl who are so proud la.. met someone who was so disgustin.. he asked me wad course i'm in.. told him biomedical.. he said so easy.. dots dots dots.. he told me he used to b in electronics.. alrite.. no comments for dat.. i told him my course it's not easy.. it's the hardest course to get in.. he said he sure can get in.. urgh.. so i asked him how much he got for Os.. he said he got 18.. silence.. i almost laugh in his face.. but i was kind and i jus said "oh".. i din even ask if it was L1R5 or L1R4.. din tell him wad was the cop for my course.. scared later will make him cry.. disgustin fellow..

omg.. i almost collapse on the floor last nite la.. don kept orderin drinks.. den my sis like dun care as well.. had tequila shot, tequila pop, waterfall, 2 martini and so many other i dunno wad.. dats the prob with goin out with ppl who can hold their liqour damn well.. ok.. i din exactly died.. i was jus giddy.. still cant beat na.. hahaha.. don's theory: girls must learn how to hold their liqour super well so nxt time u wun b at a disadvantage when u go out with other ppl.. ya i noe dat make sense.. but i can jus imagine my liver on fire.. i think he thot to take me into his care to train me into some champion drinker like my sis.. oh god..

2006-05-14T00:06:00.000+08:00

alrite.. jus did the unthinkable.. will not talk bout it.. cuz i dun feel like lettin a certain someone to noe anything bout me.. gives me the creeps..

i jus found out sth today.. thanx to pea brain.. ya.. at first i was really pissed.. esp the way things were described.. but after some time.. i thot to myself.. everyone is entittled to dislike someone.. so i have no right to b angry.. and of cuz i dun need to make the whole world love me or sth.. i'm happy being the way i am.. this is me.. take it or leave it.. and of cuz the most impt thing here is.. i'm dun love these ppl or wad.. so i'm fine if they're unhappy with wad they see.. jus dun bloody get in my way.. i leave u alone so u do the same with me.. i'm domineerin and cuz of dat i can b a real bitch at times.. but so? leave me alone den if u dun like the way i do things.. no one's holdin a knife at ur throat.. oh ya.. so stop being hypocritical.. say no if u dun wan to do it.. dun pretend to be nice unless u meant it..

2006-05-08T21:21:00.000+08:00

i'm so bored.. i wanna do sth excitin.. so i'm pretty serious bout cuttin my hair off.. colour it natural brown.. style it.. den go buy brown contacts.. den draw my eyes really dark.. when ppl ask.. i'll say my dad is mixed jap and chinese.. my mum is angmoh.. there.. dats call a change..

xavier said dat if you eat a lot of watermelon.. ur shit is gonna turn out red.. he said he's livin proof.. so i went to try.. but i altered it a lil.. i drank blueberry juice as well.. i wanted it purple.. my fav colour u see.. but the shit colour was far frm it.. damn.. i need to eat more.. i shall try it again nxt wk.. the other thing dat i need to practise on is my burpin skill.. i need to beat kenny.. though i noe i already did but kenny wasnt there to hear it the other time.. so i need to load myself with soyabean milk and bread again.. i think i'm gonna die of diarrhea by the end of this wk..

ppl always say dat u shld b the flame and not the moth.. ya i noe.. but u wun wan to if u happen to attract mosquitoes instead of nice lookin moths or butterflies.. trust me.. u'll rather b the candle holder..

2006-05-02T20:48:00.000+08:00

alrite.. mayb we were a lil sensitive today.. or mayb not.. triple M purposely jumped me and crys to get surin and chris to ans the ques.. she later claimed that she was askin the boys 1st den ask the girls.. or mayb she heard us complainin so loudly.. wadeva.. when i dun do tutorial she made me ans ques.. when i do, she freakin jumped us.. let's jus not do in future.. she doesnt appreciate us.. =p

does ben yang like our grp or wad? he invited us to go crash his wed lecture again?? he actually say it's a contract? we went once and we have to keep goin? or mayb he's the nxt joseph chan in line.. crys power cant b underestimated..

alrite.. i've made up my mind.. i'm gonna cut away my hair till it's short.. once the fats on my face goes away dat is.. at least i wun look like a ball.. damn.. i cant even rmb when's the last time i had short hair.. sec 1? hey tiff.. cuttin with me rite? i'm gonna have prob styling it though.. i suck with wax, gel and wadsoeva.. i will need help from u guys..

2006-04-27T20:44:00.000+08:00

freezin cold now.. sittin rite under the aircon.. drinkin blueberry red tea with pearls.. i'm too lazy to go adjust the temp.. i have to walk 3 steps to get the remote.. laziness........ hai.. miss those days when someone will always run to buy me blueberry red tea.. now i have to buy it on my own..
Headline of the day:
Joseph chan said that he worried for crystal every nite.. until he cant slp.. hahaha.. dat happened durin last sem exam.. he told us this today.. shld have seen all of our expressions.. we gt a shock ah.. but i think all of us wanted to laugh.. den he jus kept talkin bout ms crystal.. he forgot bout the rest of us lor.. aiyo.. how insignificant we r seh..
my freakin fingers kinda still hurt.. damn it.. i think i rather do elbow den fingers.. think shld b easier and less painful.. crys is bloodless.. hahaha.. her vessels must b too small.. eat more girl!! ya.. and lucky me.. my blood test result show dat i'm healthy.. no nonsense illness.. though i think i have some virus infection.. my lymphoctyes level damn high.. think the viet virus not totally gone yet.. hahah.. crys beware the nxt time u take my blood.. later i transmit the virus to u..

2006-04-25T20:20:00.000+08:00

i cant stand triple M.. really.. it takes alot of effort on the teacher's part to make me dislike them.. cant stand sarcastic ppl.. thot i had enough of dat kinda attitude last sem.. urgh.. i'm startin to dread attendin triple M's lesson..

hai.. there's tons of irresponsible ppl ard.. it makes things so diff.. dats y i have to settle almost everything myself.. the other reason is that i jus cant relax.. i need to make sure everything is rite and i'm so afraid ppl will screw it all up after all my hard work of planning.. so i'm always in action takin charge.. sometimes i dont think i have enough slp.. i cant wait for this wk to b over.. den i'm free again.. yeah! can concentrate on "attituding" triple M..

dat stupid phenomenon is back again.. damn.. i need a selective screen.. to block out stares from unimportant ppl.. it's so bloody obvious.. how come ppl jus dun realise it? or they do but jus keep quiet bout it? i dunno.. i jus need my peace pls.. it's freakin me again..

some things jus dun stop, dont they? it jus go on and on.. never knowing when to end.. ppl can get tired of the whole thing yeah.. i have enough things to do already.. spare me..

2006-04-13T23:14:00.000+08:00

my internet is so slow.. it's like laggin.. no.. it's not cuz of crystal.. she's far from me.. she's happily playin in japan rite now.. stupid girl.. will even miss the 1st day of sch..
boredom really kills.. hai.. i've been so bored this wk.. there's absolutely nth to do.. i cant go out as often cuz i have a feelin my dad is gonna disown me sooner or later.. but stayin at home all day long really sucks.. i have nth to do but slp and eat.. sounds great rite.. u bet.. i slp so much i dun think i have any capacity in me to slp any longer.. i jus stone.
i noe this is kinda late but i'm jus gonna comment a lil of dat issue bout the jc and poly thing.. erm.. i kinda understand how both sides feel bout this.. i didnt exactly thot greatly bout poly students at first.. i had a similar concept in which students who cant get into jc go to poly.. i thot that poly students will never live up to the standards of jc students.. i kinda dread when i found out that i couldnt stay in vj after the 1st 3 mths.. it was so fun i didnt wanna leave.. ya.. jc is so damn fun but.. the workload kills.. seriously.. the things u have to do.. oh gosh.. i dun rmb doing very well for chem in vj.. heh.. at least i did quite well for maths k..
seriously many ppl ask me why i went to poly.. even my teacher asked me if i have to go to such extreme jus cuz i cant stay in vj.. all of them suggested tj.. eh.. actually i also dunno wad made me chose poly.. i wasnt really thinkin straight at that time.. though everyone thot that i noe wad i was doin.. not true.. i dunno wad was goin on inside my mind at that time.. till now i duno wad made me do that.. heh.. abit siao i noe..
but when i enter poly.. i realise it was really quite fun.. ya.. obviously the ppl in poly and jc are diff.. but not very much.. there all still ppl around who somehow seems absolutely normal to me.. so i have no idea wad that person was rantin bout poly students being childish and stupid.. many frens i noe in poly can actually make it to jc.. some even to top jc.. i dun think dats considered being stupid.. it makes me wonder how that person actually defined the term 'stupid'..
there are pros and cons of being in poly and the same applies to jc.. in the first place, it's 2 diff systems altogether.. wads there to compare?! students who graduate from these two systems are skilled in different aspects.. his single comment on poly students as being stupid and childish is enough for ppl to see who's the juvenile one..
eh.. how come my tagboard so stagnant?

2006-04-09T21:04:00.000+08:00

woah.. how's my blog now? nice rite.. hahah.. knew i gt to have it the moment i saw the skin..

i dun understand why my blogger is in chinese.. everytime i wanna add an entry.. i'm not exactly sure which freakin button to click.. as all of you noe my chinese is horrendous.. hahaha..

hai.. my life is so complicated.. it's confusing the shit out of me.. so many things have been goin thru my mind these few days.. i noe wad the prob is already.. i jus dunno how to solve it.. or mayb i noe but i dunno.. ok.. i sound confusin.. dats cuz i'm confused.. hahaha.. alrite.. lame.. damn.. mayb i noe but i refuse to acknowledge it.. or i dunno and i kept tellin myself i noe? geez.. i'm nuts.. i've been thinkin.. should i just think about it carefully again.. or should i jus go look for hex? i should rite.. i noe.. but.. i'm not exactly sure i feel like doin it.. i hardly tell anyone my probs.. if i do den it's those insignificant kind.. hahaha.. oh crap.. i'll jus think bout it 1st..

freak.. which button to press? dun understand the chinese characters.. i think it's the orange one..

2006-03-29T00:31:00.000+08:00

oh yeah!! i'm back from hibernatin!! hahaha.. actually busy with the freshmen orientation stuff la.. unlike someone.. saw his nick: at home nua~ then begin to rot then grow worms hahaha.. cant stop laughin when i saw dat.. nua-ing is bad for the health.. start workin out dude! hahaha.. sorry.. abit hyper.. cuz jus had a teeny bit liquor.. chivas + green tea.. 3 full glasses.. den i started lookin like red tomato.. i really cant hide when i drink.. it jus shows.. even rong rong said it long long time ago.. "she's red all over!!" *rolls eyes*

oh yeah.. some funny california marine guy wants to noe me.. hahahaha.. so idiotic.. he's like huge la.. but sorry ah.. i'm not into guys like dat.. he speaks with an accent.. rite.. but hey.. he understands my english yeah.. not dat bad afterall.. so if anyone dares to say my english suck.. i'm gonna kill u.. hahaha.. i sound like esther speakin to her clsmates when i had the conversation with the US guy.. buay tahan.. i need a singlish bf.. hahaha.. i'm goin nuts.. adrenaline adrenaline..

shit.. i need to find some excitment in my life.. it's gettin boring.. ppl complain dat i'm too old for my age.. ya.. i think so too.. oh man.. no wonder i find the majority of ppl immature.. like i told my fren.. ppl grows physically but they dun seem to grow mentally.. my fren thinks dat sounds like they're retarded.. but again.. i'm not so sure singaporeans even grow physically.. ok.. forget dat.. jus a passin thot..

urgh.. i need a life.. i think dats pretty obvious huh..

2006-03-17T18:44:00.001+08:00

argh.. i cant wait to get well.. this is so frustratin.. sittin at home 'recoverin' is such a waste of time.. i cant do anything.. i have so many things i need to get done this holiday and dat virus is not lettin me.. i need to settle the tennis stuff which most likely gonna occupy most of my time.. complete my drivin nonsense.. take up jap or french or i dunno wad new lang there is.. finish watchin all the latest movies.. go back to dancin.. go out for parties with na and kim.. argh.. the list is endless.. and yet i sittin at home.. rottin.. this is not exactly the kinda holiday dat i was expectin.. mine is supposed to b so filled up dat i dun have time to breathe.. anyway.. i'm not gonna bother.. i'm outta the hse by tmr.. i noe doc is gonna kill me if he finds out.. but hey.. who cares.. he's not gonna noe anyway.. i need to go back to sch to settle the tennis stuff.. the enrolment exercise thingy.. so troublesome.. but at least it's better den sittin at home..

i have a problem.. but i'm not exactly sure what it is.. hmm.. u noe.. it's like.. a problem.. yet i cant really figure wad it is exactly.. forget it.. i think too much.. this is wad boredom does to ppl..

2006-03-17T18:44:00.000+08:00

2006-03-16T11:47:00.000+08:00

u might have realised that i've disappeared for some time.. [i hope u noticed..] well.. this is because i'm down with some crappy virus infection all the way from vietnam.. i have to stay at home till he's sure i'm well again.. that's wad the doc told me btw.. i've been feelin kinda crappy.. i look like a tomato now.. the only thing is i'm not yet round.. i gt this sickenin rash dat itches like dunno wad.. but i'm feelin better now though, thank you.. but if i dun get any better these few days.. i will have to go take a freakin blood test.. and if dat blood test showed that the stupid virus is deadly.. welcome to isolation in the hospital.. =) dat sounds like the SARS period in tan tock seng.. stupid viet.. i swear i'm not goin back there.. na gt fever as well.. super high.. i'm glad it didnt burn her brain or sth.. nxt time i'll take a jab b4 i head down there or jus dun go..

2006-03-11T19:16:00.000+08:00

rite.. wad an eventful evening.. everything is so screwed up.. zy sorry hor.. made u go home in the end.. nxt time bring u go again la k.. =) so paiseh..

this is the most excitin evenin ever.. not in the gd way though.. things jus happened and i found out so many things.. well.. forget it..

i passed my basic theory already.. =) i still have a few more to go.. crap.. wish me gd luck though..

2006-03-09T22:57:00.000+08:00

this is so screwed.. i'm glad i din schedule my basic theory today.. cuz i noe i'm so gonna fail it if it's today.. yes.. i think the freakin horoscope was pretty right.. this isnt exactly my day..

i realised last min before i left the hse dat i haven really studied for my test.. great.. i noe basic is a simple paper compared to the others but u still have to study u noe.. i rushed thru it on the train n bus.. great.. my trial test just passed.. urgh.. this is irritatin.. i dun wanna fail basic tmr.. can u imagine failin basic? omg.. the humiliation n madness..

my freakin gastric is happily back again to annoy the crap out of me.. wah.. thanx.. i feel damn hungry at times and i dun feel like eatin at times.. i survived the day today without havin lunch.. cuz i noe if i do.. i might really puke everything out or jus die at home w pain.. it's still hurtin now after dinner.. wad is wrong w me? nono.. wad is wrong w my gastric? i need to see a doc.. dats 1st thing on my list when i find time.. rite.. where is time?

this is the most broke time of my life.. mayb some kind soul can jus donate some cash to me.. i'll b filled w gratitude.. my mum refused to pay for my expenditure in viet.. my plane tix and expenditure.. urgh.. now i'm reduced to a begger thanx to her.. i wish god will jus rain money on me some day..

u noe.. w my gastric pain n everything.. i still do get hungry.. so ya.. i dug the fridge and i found eggs!! my mum made dat tea egg thingy and she left it in the fridge.. dat was the only edible thing left in my kitchen.. so i happily place it in the microwave to heat it up.. guess wad? the freakin egg exploded in the microwave.. great great great.. another wonderful thing dat happen today dat can make me SMILE.. URGH!!!! i lost my only source of food and i have to freakin clean the microwave.. my mum wans me to scrub it cuz she say it'll smell of eggs if i dun.. $^$*&%*^^ i was swearin at dat bloody machine the entire time cleanin.. scientists should stop focusin on handphones and PDA.. they shld jus start inventin anti-food-explodin and self-cleanin microwave instead.. i'll b 1st in queue.. i promise..

i'm countin the time left for me to get out of this day and finally reach friday.. pls pls pls.. hurry.. 49 min more..

2006-03-07T14:26:00.000+08:00

alrite.. i'm back from vietnam.. it's only a short trip for me anyway.. so i din get to do much.. we spend most of the time behavin like some tai-tai anyway.. hahaha.. we went for facial, perm our eye lashes, hair wash, foot massage, manicure n pedicure etc.. madness rite? i think we're really very rich there.. but the clubs there amazin quite nice ah.. pretty happenin as well the ppl there.. esther's fren tried to speak to us in singlish.. but he somehow sounded weird.. angmoh means angmoh.. they can nv master and understand the power of singlish.. hahaha..

esther gt the shock out of her life seein us there.. hahaha.. na told me she cried the 1st day.. luckily she din cry on the 2nd day.. if not i dunno wad i'll do.. it seems like she's pretty quiet without havin us ard.. but when we're there, she cant stop talkin.. hahaha.. dats wonderful huh ster.. we made you a happy girl didnt we.. hahaha..

i think the whole ho chi minh knew that we were in town.. hahaha.. we made a scene everywhere we went.. na n chyi had the nerve to walk ard in FBTs and t-shirt.. hahah.. cuz ppl there cover up everything u see.. so walkin ard in FBTs was sure to grab headlines.. hahaha.. i think we look odd to them or sth.. we were noisy everywhere we went as well.. especially while shoppin.. we bargain, talk n laugh so loudly.. hahah.. the entire market was watchin us.. we were like dramatizin..

na had this irritatin fan dat me n ster wanted to burn.. she bought it for 50 cents sing.. den she'll keep openin n closin it.. like some drama mama.. den hide her face behind it.. pretendin to b some shu nu or sth.. hahaha.. it's her weapon for bargainin as it seems.. we figure out dat young men was the best to attack durin bargainin.. hahaha.. they sure slash the price for us.. na will open her irritatin fan n fan the guy.. den we will bargain n bargain.. our fav line: "can la can la.. cheap cheap.. u happy we happy.." den we will burst out in laughter.. the guy will den slash the price and some of them even give us free.. hahaha.. damn funny.. one guy started sweatin like mad den he was blushin like nobody's business.. in the end he gave us quite a number of free stuff.. madness.. hahaha.. but it was damn fun n hilarious.. we were still laughin at the guy when we went home.. i think he was damn stressed by us..

we were somehow pretty mute in viet.. communication prob.. everything was in hand signals mostly.. we looked like monkeys.. hahah.. we were shakin, swingin, flingin our hands everywhere.. even makin weird faces, tryin to get them to understand us.. i think we were clowns.. and when we tried to speak in viet to them.. they laugh.. it's obvious we sounded idiotic.. hahah..

seriously.. if i were to go back to viet again.. i dun think it will b this fun anymore.. it's seriously not the place.. it's jus us.. if hex was to go even to pakistan, africa or india, it will still be fun.. regardless of the place.. cuz we're the fun ones.. hahah.. as long as we're together, it's jus gonna b so enjoyable..

2006-03-03T12:27:00.000+08:00

oh yeah.. exams r finally over.. i only left my basic theory to finish.. but i dun have time to study for it at all.. anyway.. i think i'm screwed for bsbm.. hahaha.. crap almost the entire paper.. repetition all the way.. jus rephrase n rephrase.. hahha.. jus as wad crystal said.. stroke out all the repetition and u only left half a page to mark.. cuz it's total nonsense.. finally can go play without distraction.. but i'm so busy nxt wk.. leavin for viet tmr evenin.. dun miss me k ppl.. hahaha.. can come send me off if u wan.. anyway it's only for a few days.. comin back on mon to go for dat dumb start trek thing.. jus for dat cca pts thingy..
oh yes.. i wanna go home n slp like everyone else.. but i cant.. argh.. cuz i gt tennis meetin.. sian..

2006-02-21T21:12:00.000+08:00

weight gainin in process.. sorry for the spiderwebs..

2006-02-15T21:32:00.000+08:00

i'm doomed to gain massive amount of weight these 2 wks.. i feel so bloated.. i do absolutely nth at home.. slp, eat, sit.. dats wad u do when u're on study leave.. i wake up n eat.. den sit at my table.. study study study.. after 2 chapters..

mum: hey girl.. time for dinner
me: huh? so fast?
mum: where got fast?
me: i'm damn full.. dun think i'm havin dinner
mum: full? wad junk food have u been eatin again?
me: i can still feel the lunch in my stomach ah.. bloated
mum: dun rubbish.. lunch was hours ago.. come down n have dinner
*she slams the door*

i need to do sth to increase the rate of digestion.. or i'll feel bloated for 24/7.. i'll look like a ball once exams r over.. i think i noe y.. i'm not studyin hard enough.. dats y my brain not burnin as much food as it shld.. or.. i haven been exercisin.. freak.. i hate exams..

2006-02-14T19:26:00.000+08:00

phew.. i feel so much better now dat at least i've done some stuff.. did math.. ya.. think dats bout it.. copied some a&p stuff but obviously nth went in.. i must buck up.. den can at least play a lil.. sian ah.. vday and most of us r muggin our heads off.. wad is this? cant even go out for dinner.. or movie.. or stroll at the beach.. so sad.. actually can la.. but.. oh well.. nvm.. eh eh.. not dat i gt no date k.. got hor.. i need to study dats y.. urgh.. i've bcom a professional mugger already.. i gave up vday to study!!! ARHHH...!

someone pls wake me up frm this nightmare

2006-02-13T12:58:00.000+08:00

alrite.. it was one hella of a nite at pavilion far east sq.. it was fun.. totally.. the DJ was gd.. all his music was groovy.. the drink were bad though.. it's like coke? wth.. can understand y na n kim decided on havin shots and got themselves half dead.. they cant freakin balance ah.. hahah.. me, damon, zijia n faiz have to grab them like dunno wad.. the nite was great definitely.. but it did not end well.. cuz some stupid asshole stomp on na's toe.. wah great.. her toe nail came off.. ppl who wear heels r freakin dangerous.. after some time her toe turned black.. eeeerrrr.. she n kim dieded outside pavilion.. haha.. i think i was somehow quite frantic over the toe thingy.. anyway.. thank god for kelvin, zijia and this other guy.. if not i dun need to slp already.. gotta find out wads dat guy's name.. he was helpful.. with kim at least.. i swore the both of them had a hangover the nxt day.. hahaha.. dats damn bad ah..

alrite.. freak shit.. i better start studyin.. =p

2006-02-11T19:55:00.000+08:00

alrite.. doin absolutely nth again.. at my cousin's place again.. goin party later again.. heh.. madness i noe.. i promise i will start studyin tmr.. went to sch early this morn.. ok.. not very early.. bout 11? dats considered quite early for me already.. i had to drag myself out of bed.. anyway.. it's for some committee interview thing.. guess wad position i got.. hahaha.. go figure.. there's gonna b tons of things to settle for the freshmen orientation and the cca week.. haiz.. yr 2 is gonna b a damn busy yr.. haven really figured out wad gem i wanna take nxt sem.. the activities durin holidays as well.. need to register soon already.. heard frm my tennis frens dat the closing date is 15? crystal.. hurry decide wad activities u wan.. i dunno.. freak shit.. i'm damn hungry.. buai tahan.. i'm gonna go tapow now..

2006-02-09T23:56:00.000+08:00

damn.. fearless is a super dooper good show.. it's like the chinese version of last samurai.. if u like movies with tons of loyalty and faith.. this is the show man.. haha.. jet li is my new idol.. his actions n stunts r fantastic.. he practically took my breath away.. he's like so "seh" when he fight la.. if u watched tv, u would have seen this scene in which he fought holdin an umbrella.. he din even move from his position.. he jus stood there and fought.. after dat.. he was still dry and his umbrella was still intact.. freakin dashin ah.. damn "seh".. cool man.. ok.. cant really think of any other words to describe how he fought.. jus go watch the movie.. serious.. u will like it if u're not guowei..

nakamura shidou is this jap guy in the movie.. in the beginnin i was thinkin his face is like.. i dunno leh.. jus buried in my mind or sth.. after the movie i was walkin to the studio.. den it finally dawned on me.. rite.. now i noe y dat guy's face had such an impact.. cuz.. he looks like my fren!! ahhaha.. i'm gonna go tell him.. i swear he'll think i'm crazy.. hahha.. this is damn funny.. i dun care.. i'm gonna use this to threaten him until he gives me my present..

2006-02-06T20:38:00.000+08:00

i finally went shopping.. i've been deprived of my lip balm, listerine and new music for quite some time already.. yup.. finally got them all frm parkway today.. bought the perhaps love movie soundtrack.. actually ah.. it's damn nice.. esp if u watched the movie.. cuz there's takeshi kanishiro.. arhhh... hahahaha.. i shall not start..

sian diao.. i haven started studyin for anything yet.. dunno if there's enough time tmr.. this is shit.. i'm jus too lazy to even start now.. later still got desperate housewives.. this is so shit.. i jus have to bang it on tmr den..

i was thinkin of wad mo said dat day at ster's place.. i was itchin to tell her sth i noe.. but.. i promised the person dat it shall jus b between the 2 of us.. so ya.. it's nth big anyway.. but i agreed with wad she said.. the 1st thing dat u recognised when u look at the person is.. "disgust" well.. i dunno if the rest of hex understand how she felt.. but i totally do.. cuz i feel the same way bout certain ppl as well.. and these ppl happened to come frm the same sch.. i guess dat sch breed ppl like these.. so gross..
no.. the person is not dirty or nerdy.. looks perfectly fine.. but there's jus sth wrong.. this thing bout them.. u jus cant describe wad is wrong.. there's no specific point.. jus the entire combination.. when put together.. u jus get this sense of disgust emitting frm them.. it's like they nv grow out of their sec sch days.. u noe.. the immature thing.. u can jus sense it frm them.. i actually pity them.. but den.. it's their life..

2006-02-04T19:24:00.000+08:00

hmm.. woke up not long ago.. stayed over at zy's place last nite.. played mahjohng, black jac etc.. but fell aslp for the rest of the time there.. no choice.. damn tired.. i even forgo my apple pie.. heh.. dats pretty rare huh..

everyone commented i put on weight.. rite.. i realised dat too k.. so stop rubbin on it.. but i'm actually quite alrite with it.. jus dat i put on weight on certain places which i dun wan.. so i'll work on those places.. too much supper at simpang bedok definitely.. always have supper there after clubbin.. dats real bad.. sian diao.. i love to eat but must eat healthy is damn difficult.. discipline discipline.. oh yes.. so many ppl have started revisin for exams.. i haven even started.. talkin bout discipline.. hai..

i realised dat after some time.. actually quite a long time.. since early this yr.. things have been quite messy.. we're always wondering where we stand.. now i think we noe somehow.. i''m glad.. though i hope i din decipher it wrongly.. but must we always do this? anyway.. it made me smile.. heh.. at least i noe i've always been on ur mind.. =)

2006-01-27T20:54:00.000+08:00

hmm.. usin my cousin's com now.. in the studio rottin.. goin momo later.. is dat how u spell the club's name? think shld b rite.. my cousin's gonna b the judge for some dance competition there.. totally nth to do for the moment now..

was readin crystal's blog jus now.. den i was thinkin as well.. it'll b so diff without having the 4 of them ard.. it's like xy is the only "guy" in the grp.. the only one who is always so motivated to study.. she motivates the rest of us to study as well by scarin us at her rate of studyin.. gonna miss her "auntie-ness" haha.. yiwen is like so nice.. always there.. den always laughin at me.. hmph.. like u guys laugh at me over the stupid alarm thing.. i must emphasize.. i dun do ballet when there's an alarm! jieyu's always so blur n everything.. she n crystal make such a gd combi.. we will miss all her falls n hittin into the wall episodes.. hai.. zhenling the auntie one as well.. jus watch the way she work her way to the front of the train door when it arrives.. her squeezin skills r the "best" la! hahah.. to think of it.. i have such fun n weird friends in poly.. but dat make life interestin.. so diff frm the usual life i have.. everyone is so proper n formal.. it's nice to have a change of "auntie-ness".. and i haven spoke dat much chinese in half a yr b4.. this is definitely a breakthrough for me..

well.. it's still not so bad if the 4 of them left.. i still have crystal, xavier n gang.. the worse is havin to spilt the class.. hai.. no more crystal.. no more blur n lag queen ard.. actually dat shld b gd news for me.. hahaha.. den again.. i wun laugh as much already.. she n zy get tickled so easily.. they practically laugh at almost anything.. n their laughter is so freakin contagious.. so if we are to split.. i wonder which class i'll b thrown to.. i'm hopin dat someone dat i'm pretty close to, will at least join me in the new class.. if not i'll have to start anew.. not dat i wun, but if a close fren joins me then i wun have to adapt dat much..

den again.. mayb splittin will be gd.. i get to noe new ppl.. i really have no idea who are the rest of my fellow course mates other den the 22ppl.. dats quite sad la.. i'm alrite at adapting as well.. dun think will take me long to make new friends.. =) guess it wun b a prob for me.. den all the laggers will b far away frm me.. hahaha.. i'll b free frm the lag virus.. so i'll stop trippin.. recently i kept trippin.. almost fell today.. gdness.. glad at least it's not flat ground..

oh man.. i'll miss guowei.. but he promised xavier dat he'll study the medtech stuff as well.. if not, we still have puishan.. the goddess of all time.. hahhaa.. actually i think 22 ppl r pretty unfortunate to b stuck with us.. it's harder for them to get distinctions cuz of us.. hahaha.. so poor thing.. okok.. i shall not b mean.. i'm an angel.. unlike someone..

2006-01-24T22:51:00.000+08:00

i went shoppin again today.. rite.. shop again rite.. hahah.. went to do manicure with crystal.. we went to so many shops all fully booked.. everyone does last min work huh.. hahah.. we actually went to buy those nice crystals to paste on our nails.. heh.. but guess wad.. i left my crystals in the manicure shop.. bloody hell.. so i only use 4.. urgh.. anyway the service there is really gd.. it's quite cheap as well.. hahah

bought 2 skirts today.. finally bought the flow-y skirt dat i wanted to get for a long time.. but nv took up the courage to buy it.. cuz those kinda skirt make u look short.. but somehow dat make me look alrite.. jus as long as i wear it with heels.. the other skirt was not my fault k.. joshua la.. say nice nice.. i'm already itchin to buy it.. but den he went "jus buy la.. buy la buy la.." bloody hell.. so i bought it.. hehe.. quite nice.. hehe.. actually very nice.. i did went back to buy the white necklace.. hahha.. my sis bought 2.. hahaha.. i really strongly recommend dat shop.. go check it out.. took me quite some time to drag my sis out..

spent $150 altogether today.. includin the meal at swensen with joshua.. my treat.. so ya.. damn..

2006-01-18T23:05:00.000+08:00

this is a weird day.. when shoppin after sch.. hmm.. dat was truly enjoyable other den some setbacks along the way.. was really lucky cuz charles n keith was on sale.. 50%!!! arhh.. how can crystal and me miss it rite? so we ran in n grabbed almost everything to try on.. hahha.. saw the item on my old 'hot list".. the white hearts heel.. hai.. but white was sold out.. they only had beige and black.. damn.. the white was so classy la.. but the black n beige not very nice.. but nvm.. i was still contented in the end.. got this green heels.. i think there's a little velvet as well.. it's only $14.90.. wad is this?! so freakin cheap.. the hearts heels was $14.90 as well.. but.. let's not buy so many heels yeah.. i still have one brand new pair at home, air-flown frm bangkok, restin in my shoe cabinet, waitin for me to bring them out to show off.. it's quite high somore.. but of cuz even wearin it, i still dun think i can beat crystal in her 2" boots huh.. she was practically lookin down at those guys in the store.. funny.. the prob with being tall and havin so many short guys ard.. when u wear boots to club, u feel like u're dancin with hobbits.. yuks.. dats gross..

went to rastafari.. sth like dat.. cant rmb the super long name.. yes.. the shop crystal and me were dyin to buy their accessories the other time.. and we did this time!! yeap.. i got back the same ones that i wanted.. so happy.. haha.. almost bought the entire set: earrings, bangle, necklace and ring.. but the way zhenling looked at me.. i began to feel like i will really look spastic with the entire collection on me.. so after elimination, i settled with the necklace and bangle.. yeah.. so happy.. think i wanna go back and buy the other white necklace.. dats bout wad i got.. hmm.. crystal spent a bomb.. i wonder if she's alive now..

was lucky today ah.. cuz every $50 u spent at marina sq with max 5 combined receipts rite.. u get a free lucky dip.. so we went.. i gt one with 2 pieces of paper stapled together.. so i gt 2 wins!! and i managed to get the most ex win.. free slimmin session at marie france bodyline worth $200.. woah.. so excitin.. i can go slimmin..!! den again.. zhenling ask me wad i wanna slim.. guess dats true.. my face? the other win was this $5 voucher for pmk.. ya rite.. so stingy.. $5 only.. pmk somore.. zl said can give hippo since she's always wearin their clothes.. hmm.. i rather go buy sth myself den give her.. mayb a skirt?

let me tell u y i say it is a weird day.. i jus found out dat my mascara that i've alwasys been usin is washable..

speechless

so i've been wastin my cotton pads, eye makeup remover and soap (always wash my hands b4 i remove eye makeup u c).. no wonder i always look like a panda.. i feel so stupid.. i feel so cheated.. the other thing.. i actually mistook this $179 jacket frm baleno attitude (which is super nice actually.. anyone wanna be nice to me? i wan the brown one ah..) for $79.. duh.. somore got 30% off storewide.. so i was thinkin: WAH!! only $50+!! *twinkle in the eyes* den when i was about to pay for it.. i saw this amount flash across the cashier screen :$125.90 there was a moment of stun-ness.. den it dawn on me.. it's bloody $179!! %^%*#$%!#$!#%#& *toot toot toot*

crystal was super irritatin today.. she stepped out frm train 1st.. den she pointed to the left.. so i turn to the left when i alight to walk towards the escalator.. i met a blank wall..

THANX AH!! den she laughed rite in my face.. bloody hell.. this is the 3rd time this exact same scene happened.. i need someone to save me frm this misery of feelin so cheated all day long..

i noe..

someone kill crystal

2006-01-15T23:15:00.000+08:00

hmm.. so i haven blog for some time ah.. not very long but still din blog bout some juicy stuff..

on my bday.. nth special.. jus went home for dinner with family.. celebrate a lil.. with cake n wine n stuff.. as usual..

on fri.. dat was terrible.. the cls apparently planned an evil way of celebration.. they tied me up.. threw eggs at me.. smashed tofu on my head.. stole my zen.. poured rose syrup on me.. etc.. i have evil clsmates.. damn.. they're so dead for their bdays.. we had a great time though.. the food at fisherman's village was fantastic.. i love the lala there.. i wanna go back there for the lala!! hahah.. we played at the playgrd after dat upon zy's insistence.. i think he's addicted to spider.. he keeps wantin to climb it.. the spinnin thing was damn fun.. like wad crystal said - cheap thrill oh yes.. i wun forget the condom incident.. funny sia..

sat- couldnt wake up.. so was an hour late for rehearsels.. nvm.. i dun care.. i was stonin half the time.. took an hour to makeup.. no.. not me.. the girls.. tsk tsk.. scary ppl.. hahaha.. the performance was alrite.. the dance was great.. we were uniform.. no screw ups at all.. other den my earring fallin off halfway thru.. paiseh.. the only prob was the choreography.. think it's too slow.. we better change it.. yup yup.. went to ichiban sushi later for dinner with hex.. hmm.. ok la.. funny as usual.. almost went clubbin at gotham.. but we were far too tired.. so went home.. another day.. confirm..

today- was damn late for zl's concert.. but.. i guess she was used to it.. crystal was late cuz she went to get the present.. heh.. sorry ah.. her band not bad ah.. but the audience abit the... they seriously need to go for concert ettiquette lessons.. imagine if the concert was held in esplanade or vch.. i think they will be an embarrassment la.. so uncultured.. they were screamin behind my ears la.. kao.. den they clapped at inappropriate time.. i wonder if they ever watch concert b4.. they freakin ruin my music enjoyment.. i really think the crowd matters at concert..

2006-01-11T22:11:00.000+08:00

urgh.. i have enough of saggy stuff.. no.. i'm not talkin bout me.. i'm not saggy.. i'm only 18.. still got long way to go for me to sag.. anyway.. i'm talkin bout this lady i saw on the train today.. she boarded the train with me at raffles.. well.. she was wearin this lime green hot shorts.. almost like the colour of my zen.. yuks.. i'm so gross out.. it's damn tight.. i think her butt was gonna burst out of it.. den she was wearin this netted white shirt.. can see her black bra.. if she has a damn hot figure.. den go ahead n flaunt it.. erm.. but she looks like she's pregnant or sth and i noe she's not.. den her thighs were.. THUNDEROUS!! there was even stretch marks.. goodness.. i dunno if she ever looked in the mirror.. her hair had streaks of white and bright purple.. gross... wad a poser..

have u seen the madonna's hung up mtv? did u see her butt? yes.. i noe her thighs were woah.. muscular like dunno wad.. but her butt.. ermm.. abit the saggy.. urgh.. i have this thing bout saggy body parts recently.. cant stand it.. i promise i must not become like dat now or even in the future.. i must start tonin my body.. seriously.. it'll help in my dancin.. can move better and look nicer on stage as well.. yeah.. my birthday resolution is to tone up man.. i've haven exercise like in a million urs.. think i seriously gainin weight already.. mayb they shld really have pe in poly..

i wan manicure!!! rite.. haven done it in a million yrs.. used to do it in the past.. damn.. my life is so gone now.. hahhha.. i'm goin mad..

2006-01-10T18:02:00.000+08:00

NO..................!!!!!!!!!! i dun wanna wear glasses.. dats it.. i really think my eyes r fine.. they're jus tired.. too much staring into the com screen cuz of gazillion reports to write [actually only gt 2 but it feels like dat already].. i'll still go check my eyes though.. if i really need to wear glasses, den i'll... ... erm.. actually i dunno wad i'm gonna do if i need to wear.. contacts mayb? but it's freakin troublesome.. urgh.. this is irritatin..